Im back home yesterday noon but not in the fit situation to sit up long to use lappy. Im still in great pain thou. This time round is so much more dramatic den the previous one. Hai.... why my life like that? Always have to face such great challenge.

I bleed non stop and they ended up have to burn my wound to make it close. Maybe that explains why i am still very pain! I cant walk very well yet. And den my determine body rejected the drugs very fast. Like the min im out of the theatre, i felt the great huge pain! I told the anaesthetist, he said its like that. kns. Den i really couldn't take it and started crying non stop during the recovery ward. The nurse was panic. She called the doctor and they came to inject Morphine in me. Said that, Morphine is a very strong drug that can numb the pain for up to 2 hrs, but within half an hr, i started crying again. So they have no choice but to give me some more. And den again...... And den.......... Until they dared not give anymore cuz its harmful and can cause danger to life. Like how MJ dies. They gave me something to make me sleep and den i dunno what happened.

Transfered from there to observation ward. Something like ICU but not. To make monitor my heartbeat, blood pressure and the bleeding too. And den the next morning to the normal ward. I was being bedridden for 3 whole days. My butts now got rashes lor! I just started walking and den doctor said i can go home already! I didnt argue la, cuz who doesn't wanna go home right. lol. So serve me right for feeling pain now.

Jayr was soooooo jealous the first few days. I didnt want to be there. Dun wan hubby to carry Chace. Kept throwing tantrum. But now that we are home, maybe he know that we are family and Chace is also part of us, so now he can accept already. Like he want to give him his pacifier, pillow and all. Keep touching him and smell him. So sweet.

Hubby was the poor thing. He rushed here and there everyday. With Jayr. Handled his tantrum and all. Didnt sleep well cuz Jayr woke up to find me. Didnt eat well, cuz Jayr doesn't wan to eat too. Like now im home, he nap, drink milk, eat, sleep.... no problem! LOL. Den he said, this house cant do without me. hahahahahaha. see? Men always think its so easy and free to be a housewife. Let them handle for few days, and they start to surrender already.

But anyway, thanks hubby so much for everything. Im so glad that i have such husband who does everything all by himself without whining much.

Ok. Like next week, whoever wanna visit do sms me. After that hubby go back to work liao, and i dun think i can handle 2 kids plus visitors. So next week ok?? If really cannot den you have to compromise with his off days liao.

Let me rest for few more days. At least i can walk better :)

will upload pics on FB soon.... :D

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