Tonight hubby will be coming home much later den usual. Bcuz of some lame company dinner. Sort of like farewell dinner for their watever manager. *roll eyes*
He said he will ta-bao supper for me tonight. Hohoho! I find the supper more adorable. haha.
And den this morning before he go for work, he bugged me again about his blog skin. He said whenever he saw the layout like that, he got no mood to blog. nabeh. why men can be so demanding at times neh? So im gonna do it by tonight. Cuz he's coming home later, meaning i will have more time to create this surprise for him! kekeke.
My neh neh very swollen. Like as if post natal ones. Pain, harden, hot! Especially when bathing. argh!
My scar very pain too. But doctor said its fine. And bcuz my tummy is stretching, thats why abit pain is expected.
My weight never gained. My previous pregnancy i weighed about 70+kg towards the end. But now im only 65kg. Always 65kg like that. weird. But baby is fine. growing well! even weird. or maybe baby gained weight and i losing weight??? hur hur hur.
Anyway, i've set a goal. I must get back in shape and my ideal weight of 48kg! wahaha. easier den before la, i think. 48 is way before i have Jayr. keke.
I dun mind my neh neh gone back to B. I dun mind! Small actually better den big. Lesser unwanted attention at wrong spot. And hubby will "care less". hahahaha. Like before now and untill now, he always control and ban me from wearing this and that. wth. So i rather neh neh small, den i can wear whatever i wan. Of cuz i wont wear until like bar girl la.
Think slimming down is not difficult ba. Imagine i have to juggle 2 monkeys. Lesser rest and time to makan. Really can slim down fast. wooooosh!
Somehow looking forward to the day.
From now till then, i have to rest all i can and enjoy all i can. I doubt i will have time to blog let alone fb and msn and all.
p/s: Jayr is becoming so sensitive now. I dunno how to handle it sometime. I never liked to scold him but some time really have to ma. Den he will get angry and den ignored me. Or even like now, i can feel that he's much happier with hubby around. sob sob. He will point to my tummy and said, "go go go!".... See? he really feel that i scold him bcuz i dun love him anymore :( or bcuz i love zaan only. hai.... i dun wan him to feel this way. but i also dun wanna spoilt him. hai hai hai!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno how to be a mother lah!
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