Very soon i will own this elegance little thing :D
Small and handy. Good and classic. :D
Im so HAPPY can?! Like head over heels? LOL! Anyway, i've always wanted a digital camera very much. I used to cam-whored alot or should i say, photo taking is never outta my lifestyle. Whenever i purchased a new mobile phone, camera is one thing i took note of. The first main thing! But ever since i got this lil monster here, whom loves to meddle with my stuffs and den did a GREAT job by destroying them, thus Hubby doesn't wanna buy me good phone anymore. knn right? LOL. So that also explains why i seldom upload photos, unlike the past, and also why i dun have more pictures! Because i am no longer holding a camera phone! damnit! And i find it troublesome to take out the viewcam la. So might as well leave it like this. GOSH! How much i have missed out on Jayr's growing up journey?! :(
This time i am sure i will make very good use of the camera :D
On Jayr and Zaan :D
Myself??? Till the day i finally slim down back to the usual size. argh.
How time flies... Very soon October is ending. Very soon November comes by... And den December and den ta-dah! Welcome my lil boy- Zaan :D
Fast right? Seems like i got pregnant just yesterday only wat. LOL.
My feelings - Scared. Very. I am so scared to go thru labour again. Hubby doesn't wan me to stop at 2. He said try for 1 or 2 more. Me of cuz dun wan la! But i also told him that, the most i can only give him one more. Bcuz c-sect for 2 already, so i left with 1 more chance only. heng ah! LOL. Otherwise, he wont spare me.
Left with just a chance to hope for a girl. What you think? To risk or not to risk???
What if a boy again??? *faint*
Den i will blame myself for making myself miserable for nothing. LOL.
On the other hand, i am anticipating for the confinement food :p
Already craving for it. hahaha.
But that time, i didn't have any appetite at all. I didn't eat much. But also mainly bcuz i suffered from post-natal blues.... :(
Its scary.... I dun wanna go thru that again. I do hope, as a man, he know how to respect me and my decision. I wan peace. I dun wanna see the person i hate to see. The min that person appear, i wont hesitate to bring 2 kids out! trust me. No matter how painful i am.
If there's no trust, no respect, what's the reason for both to continue living together? One will only cause misery for the other. So think twice.
Ok. shall end here. Jayr sleeping on sofa. Right beside me. Im bringing him in now before hubby comes back and wake him up. Night !
Jacky's Wife