Bad day.
As in whole day long im having highly foul mood. Like with reason or not, i dunno.
Life, is within ur control. But certain things that we have no rights to change the fact or so. It can be the biggest burden in you till the day you die. Change it! But how can we be so selfish not to consider for each and every detail. But the main reason for not changing it is the main big word - Respect. Without respect, there are actually quite a lot easier for everyone to handle certain things. Am i right? Like you dun need to give two fuck but what other thinks or feels.
I wish i can be MORE selfish in a way.........
Sometimes, when i dun mention a thing abt it, doesn't mean i dun care a shit abt it. If you wan my opinion, den i would say that i am actually highly irritated by all these. Irritating to LISTEN, to SEE, to PRETEND that i dunno anything.
Its ok i have no one standing on the same ground as me. Its ok i am facing all these alone. Its ok to tolerate abit more. But its not ok to make up stories or trying hard to lie to make "it" look good. Because, I know "it" is NOT GOOD.
The more you stand there, the more i loathe all these.
The more you talk abt it, the more i think i have the need to RUN.
One day, just when my tolerance level is up, bah!, goodbye and no more shits from you, you and YOU!
You know what?
I am still very FIRM ON MY DECISION.
So, no more TALK ABT "IT".
Jacky's Wife