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12:08 PM

This morning hubby sms me and asked me is "Jayden", this name nice or not. I said not bad, and asked him why. He said the next son will name this. nabeh. sure is SON meh?! But i did suggest this name to him when i was having jayr and he said not nice lo. Anyway, Britney's son named Jayden too. hahahaha. Anyway, i might find a better name den this. who knows...

Last day of this month i will be going for detail scan, and den hopefully will know the gender by den. Lets cross fingers....

The total solar eclipse was lame. I mean nothing special as in they never really show the "amazing" changes of the sky and the whole environment. They were like this moment showing the sun and next showing the road den back to the sun. hello, i wanna see the changes of the whole environment only!

Yesterday went for prayer and den bumped into hubby's buddy. He was asking when MJ session or gathering. I never like that bcuz im tired 24/7. hahaha. but if they are coming den why not my girlies come too? all at once. Den dun need to kio untill so jia lat. lol. hmmm.... my dear girls, wat bt this sunday???

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1:29 PM

XY told me that stupid mead johnson's milk powder has increased the prices again! damn. Hello, $54.70 per tin is already VERY expensive and den now they wanna suck more from us? Its like few months ago they just increased the price and den now they do it again. Just how many more times? And ever since they got this 3x more DHA, they are like seizing the chance to chop us. Btw, i can tell from the fast grabbing of milk powder from the shelves, they are actually having more and more supporters already, and now they still think they have no enough for profits? fuck them. Trying so hard to make ur products so high end for what fuck. argh. Impossible to change to other brand for Jayr wat. argh. And initially i have decided to give the same to no 2, but now i think have to reconsider again. During Jayr time, Enfalac was selling at $37.60, and den now it became $41.80. I dunno after this recent increase how much would it be. I really have no fancy in other brand la... Bcuz i can see the amazing result in Jayr, you see... Even doctors and nurses said Jayr is progressing faster and steadier den others. hehehe.

Went swimming yesterday morning. The complex here is fantastic. The pool facilities is like 2nd wild wild wet. Should bring ur child there to play. Jayr was all excited and so kan jiong to go in the pool. For like 2 hours, he didnt allow hubby to stop and rest for a second. He demanded daddy to bring him around, and play superman with him in the pool. He walked the whole pool again and again. I was like soaking at one spot for 2 hours. LOL. I felt a relieve whenever im in the pool. Like the blue wide sky is above and the clear cooling water is surrounding me. Only then i can totally relax and forget bt those worries and sorrow. Jayr's laughters brightened my day :)

Few days ago, Hubby insisted to bring me to our usual fortune teller. I didnt feel better after that. I only feel that whatever karma and life im leading is totally unfair. Its all about previous life's debt im paying. She want me to forgive Hubby and forgive his mum, i said no way i will forgive her, but i can try to forgive Hubby for the sake of this family, i am willing to give it a try AGAIN. She told hubby bt the problems im facing and feeling im going thru. She lectured him. But there is no way when she wan me to forgive that woman. I said, why noone tell her to stop her doings and backstabbings instead? why must the victim always have to endure all and forgive? Bullier should be punished and not be forgiven so easily bcuz they wont give a shit bt it. I told her its not only one time or two, its like many times untill i gave up and chose to live my own life without this woman. She asked me why do i wanna give up everything including hubby just bcuz of her? The first thing she saw me she said she can tell im giving up everything including my life. And she said if i have the ability i already bring my son and leave this relationship. I said yes to all. Since she can read me so clearly, wats there to say? She said i am kind, i wont revenge but i just dun wan to have anything to do with the person i hate or hurt me. Ya true. So dun expect me to let her into me and Jayr's life. Feeling terrible den go ask yourself wat have you done and not done! Dun expect everyone to pity you and forgive you! When you bullied me, have you ever pity me?

Anyway, she told hubby to spend more time understand me and me to start trusting him. And also me to not to commit suicide.

So funny. I wont do such thing ok! Jayr needs me i wont die like that. And i dun have the gut to do so either.

Maybe i should learn to say, I love Jayr............. and Hubby. *shivered*

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11:58 AM

When im doing my things in the kitchen, he would be there with me. He would like bring all his barangs- pillow, toys, mini trolley, teddy and etc, and den sat on the kitchen floor and play all by himself. I always make it a point to finish my stuffs asap as to play with him and keep him company. Well, its like when hubby's off to work, we only have each other for companion. So therefore, he tends to be more attached to me now. hehehe. But maybe also bcuz im preggy la.

Bad news- Doctor is suspecting that im having 地中海平血. what the hell is this. I know la. But i mean i was alright when i was having Jayr ma. All along no one told me im suffering this. So they sent me for blood test again and again. Nabeh cb. Now even hubby also have to go for it. Cuz they are afraid this might affect the baby. If this is real, then i finally understand why im feeling dizzy most of the time and also fainting so much.

I told hubby that be it boy or girl, i dun wan anymore baby, not that bcuz i am so afraid of labour but also bcuz i dun wan to go thru these shits anymore. Like there's always problem after problem during my pregnancies. My body is just not fit for this tedious process. I am putting a stop to it. I cant imagine what will happen if im having the third or so on. Like my body is getting worser den before.

Anyway, for this baby, the same thing, thick neck skin, so they wan me to go for the DS test. (all mummy shld know wats that) Although i know everything will be fine but just test for 安心 la. Same thing when i was having Jayr.

By the way, suntec city basement has this very yummlicious steamboat restaurant. I forgotten bt the signage la. I only know how to eat. hahahahaha. Anyway, its reasonable like 17++ per person. And den can eat all you wan. After everything, the soup is sooooooo shiok! I prefer this den other steamboat buffet as in this there are waitresses bringing the food for you and all. Rather den you have to bring ur plate and go grab the food. Most importantly, got air-con! And, the sauce, is so special that you cant find it outside. Usually you eat steamboat with chilli sauce or soy sauce right? But this they have their own mixture, very unique very yummy. I was like, "can you bring me here once every month??? hehehe...". LOL.

I hope i will strike some lottery den i will bring my men to VIENA for dinner buffet. woooosh.

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11:20 AM

You know, my 2nd baby's EDD is on Christmas Eve :)

However that is only the EDD, the birth date will be much earlier as i have to go in early for c-sect, bcuz doctor is afraid that my scar will tear and couldn't take the pressure from the weight. whatever. comes what may.

Jayr is now at the stage of Irritating. argh. Ya! Hyper irritating to core! But he still has his cute and smart moments la... LOL.

There was once he insisted on getting down to walk when the floor was still wet from mopping. He slipped and fell on his butt twice. And he went, "ooh ooh..". When Hubby came out from toilet he wanted to tell him what had happened, so he held hubby's hand and brought him to stand at a spot and watch him as he demo the falling procedure in slow motion. hahahaha! sibeh funny. He walked a few steps and den sat down forcefully and den said "ooh ooh..". Den he stood up again and demo again and again. bua tahan. LOL.

Whenever he farted, i would show him an expression and den he laughed. But now he would like purposely forced few more times just to irritate me. wth!!! disgusting right??? like daddy! hahaha. how on earth can a person force his gas out???!!! i cant lah.

Now he has new way to wake hubby up in the morning. He would dig his lil finger into hubby's ear or nostril and den wriggle about, and den hubby always woke up in shock. hahahaha. i wanted to stop him but i also wanna see hubby's reaction. so too bad la. hahaha.

He can hum some tunes to me when he wants me to sing to him. This, i have to say, Jayr has this music talent in him. Lucky! I always pray hard that my child will inherit this good thing from me. hahahaha.

Irritating part is, he would scream very loudly, be it at home or outside, whenever he wants something or something doesn't go his way. At home i would really shout back or hit his butt. Like last night, we stopped by Kiddy palace to get some stuffs and i bought him 2 toys. Upon waiting for me to pay for those things, he was meddling around and hubby went to carry him and bring him away, he screamed and kicked bcuz he wanna play and meddle with things. So maru can?! I dun like lo.

Now that he can walk and run. Its a super tiring thing to bring him out. We have to chase after him or catch him before he reach the stairs or escalator. This brat like got endless energy in his batteries sia.

He can say more and more words now. Like when he sees a ball, he will say, "ball ball". He calls me mama or ah ma. Call hubby daddy, dad dad or papa. He will tell me he wanna bath by saying "pom pom". He loves bathing! When i say "no more", he will say "no more" too. He will ask us to carry by calling us or simply say bao bao. Bring me to the fridge and say, "mum mum". (He know how to ask for tidbits.) and many more. He can communicate with us better now.

He will bring anything to his ear and den say, "ah lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo lo........."

There are alot more interesting stuffs bt him. Too much to type out all.

Anyway, life is normal. No much ups and no much downs. Maybe this is what they called "Simple and Peaceful life" ? whatever. You ppl know me well, you know all i wan and all i ask for is to be HAPPY :) Nothing else matter.

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2:05 PM