Seriously have nothing interesting to blog about, and partly also bcuz i was f-king lazy to do so.

Maybe there's one thing i wanna rant about...

Few days ago, went to our new house to check on the gas installation. Den went to compass point after which. Bumped into those big mouths (his relatives- the greedy family if u still rmb).

Anyway before i continue, i have to tell you this...

I didnt tell anyone that im preggy, bcuz i dun wan my aunts to be over-paranoid bt my new house shifting and all. Secondly, i dun wan and forbid hubby to tell any of his side's including his family tat im preggy. Mainly bcuz, you know, i had all sorts of experiences from them when i was having Jayr. E.g. : ask me to abort. bad mouthed me. blamed me for not working. blamed me for this kind of scenario. and alot more.

So, from all those shits, i have told myself not to forgive these idiots any once more! since they fucked care me so much, den why the hell must i respect them? Whenever my side asked me bt my well-being, i always said "very good". If only i have the heart to tell them the truth, and den do you think they are still so ya ya now?!

I didnt work because of my health. Doctor even told me to stay home and rest more on bed. My body seriously was unfit for pregnancy den. My relatives were dead worried for me. His side was saying that im lazy and all sort of unpleasant comments. All thanks to his mum. You think, if one mastermind didn't start this, den who will continue??? Moreover when this type of things happened, its either the mil side the dil or like her, destroyed me totally by her made up stories!

Why the fuck must i forgive??? for ur info i have forgiven MANY times bcuz hubby pleaded me. But no more, i told him. I told him its either he allow me to choose my lifestyle or let me and baby leave. So my lifestyle for the past 1 yr was like jailed bird. Everyday in the room, locked. Totally avoid her. When she at home, i never stepped out. When she went out, i quickly go toilet, and wash all the things. When she goes work, den i do laundry and chores. You know, sometimes chances has its limit. One can only be forgiven so much, if she doesn't treat it as anything, den i might as well save it. And hello, u asked me to abort and den now u wan to see baby? If i abort, do you think u still get to see?! fuck you!

So now, she is always crying tales bt how i disrespect her, disregard her, and all. Telling ppl she everytime buy me good food and boil me tonic. fuck that la. all of you shld know i am starving everyday lor!

i dunno bt you all la, mayb you can forgive 100 times or more but i cannot. And she is someone who dun do things and den still fake stories to claim credits. And den when its time for confrontation, she will cry! CRY! I fucking know how to cry too!

Anyway, back to the compass point topic...

Think rumour has spread and den they gotta know bt my 2nd pregnancy, but also feeling weird why we didnt inform them. So their mother came to test me, and said she think i gain weight liao. But hello, i lost weight lor! Only my neh neh and tummy growing nia. My arms and tights shrink in size! I merely replied that i ate alot recently bcuz im happy that im moving soon. LOL. sort of telling that im happy to leave this shithole. I do hope she will go telling others that i said i am happy to leave! And den for the 5 mins she didnt stop looking at my tummy lo. fucking irritating. When i dun wanna tell means i dun wanna tell, stop kpo-ing! You know what, i reckon she will go home straight and den spread her own made story. Like, "i saw them leh. Her tummy big leh. Think surely pregnant la! But dun wan to say nia. sure pregnant la!" and den the whole world will guarantee that im pregnant bcuz she said so.

*thanks to hubby. upon knowing im preggy that night, he posted something on the msn caption when i went for bath. so guessed mayb his cousin saw it and den tell his mum, and den hise their mum asked another aunt, and den ask this and that. fuck that. i seriously hate 三姑六婆!!! and apparently, his side's relatives are like this! They loves to kpo but dun help. they loves to use their mouths to talk shits and den dare not admit. How i wish i can live peacefully with my Per's family only. argh.

Anyway, facebook quizzes are fun! Especially when playing with hubby. Laughed my ass off sia! Dunno what the fuck he doing when answering the Bible IQ. LOL. cant blame us la. we seriously knows nuts bt it. Oh... And i got 100% excellent for doing the How well do you know men. I dare to say, dare to hao lian that i know them VERY WELL. LOL. Not bcuz the quiz said so but i think so too. hahaha. So now, trust me when i told you bt men??? wahhahaha. Btw, hubby scored 0 when doing the How well do you know women. LOL. It even asked whether is hubby a GAY or not. lol. so funny. Now den i know he really dunno bt women. SO i can understand his coldness sometimes. oh men! such a simple creature. haha.

Official heng heng date for us to shift in will be 3rd of June. By 2nd, everything will be in. So from 3rd onwards, we will be leading a wonderful life!!! hahaha. Goodbye shithole. I'll treat this as a lesson of my life.

Now you understand why im fucking happy to leave???

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