This is what i call LIFE.

This is what i call PEACE.

hohohohohoho!!!

Be right back with pics. Have lotsa things to unpack and do. argh. But im happy!!!

如果你也听说...
1:44 PM

Im gonna dedicate this to none other den Mr Quek.

Read the lyrics carefully. All words, all phrases tells you all bt me and him.... I love the MV where the part they lied on bed and.......... you see for yourself- Exactly us us us!

And also the part where he played pc or used com, i always have to sit behind or beside him and find my own entertainment. And i always sat there quietly and hoping he will turn ard and look at me. Thats what u called compromising?

Guess all along im actually entertaining myself...

如果你也听说...
5:05 PM

I am craving for fishballs and more fishballs!!!

Later im gonna ask hubby ta bao fishball mee pok with lotsa ketchap! so hungry.........

Ya. I still like sweet thing.

You know what im craving too? LOL!

I somehow misses my secondary school's laksa with deep fried chicken fillet. ahhahaha~~ wat about you??? miss it right? especially those chicken fillet la. argh. But we cant go back just for food right? wth. How i wish i got cousin or sibling or friend who is studying there and pls get me dozens of chicken fillets! wahahaha.

I am anticipating for the day to arrive. Next friday!!!

And everyday im imagining that how to be a perfect housewife whom can cook perfect dishes that able to capture everyone's heart/stomach. LOL! I am very very very determine to improve my culinary skill! I will go get many books for reference or google bt them. wahahaha! gimme 3 years and i bet i can win ur mama! LOL. Joking la. ur mama the best. hehe.

Last night went to tamp mall to grab bedsheets from Aussino. Total damaged of 289! wooosh. But indeed we bought alot. LOL. And den now i became their member. Initially i chose the Mickey Mouse prints for Jayr but he shook his head and den i asked him wat do you wan den? The salesperson took the Winnie the Pooh from the shelve and showed him, immediately he smiled and snatched it from her, and den hug it and refused to give it to me. LOL.

I dun understand lo. All along i didnt show him winne the pooh. I didnt buy him anything that has winnie the pooh prints. But whenever we happened to see winnie the pooh, Jayr will be so excited! hmmm. or mayb winnie the pooh's face is more friendly and cuddly? i dunno. i dun fancy the bear at all. But now since my darling love it so much den i think i shall try to accept it. hur hur. Anyway, i bought both winnie the pooh and mickey mouse bedsheets for him! wahahaha. must compromise ok?! (not cheap lo! kids' bedsheet selling at 49-59 per set!)

one last mad thing. i am so in love with pickled lettuce (the bottled salted preserved cai xin which our parents always let us eat with porridge one). I can even eat it plainly like that. And i felt much comfortable after eating that. As in no nauseous at all. weird huh?

如果你也听说...
7:53 PM

Do you love these lights??? I love.

Spell, H-A-P-P-Y!!!!!!!!!!

如果你也听说...
11:14 AM

You know what? Some dumbass left their shit in my hubby's blog and den got told off by my hubby, and now he/she came to kpkb!!! Anyway, i reckon is a she. The bloggy so ku niang one.

Well, i mean you can post anything in your own blog cuz its ur own personal cyber diary, but den these ass just simply dun understand how much we hate it when they leave their shits here and there!

And den now she's like saying she can suka suka leave anything she wan cuz who asked us to use free blog!!! hello wtf?! Ppl, you say lah, go logic anot?! Den she even called hubby pathetic piece if shit bcuz of that. But hello, she more pathetic wat! Use free blog and post free ad! Might as well close down business! right?

The worst part is, she criticized bt hubby's "Best Daddy" tittle!!! knnbccb!!!

Everyone who got eyes, even Heaven can see how hubby excel in being a best daddy! Who the hell she think she is to disagree with that!

She used "lim pei" and "lim bu". I told her off. I dun care man! Who the fuck she think she is to call herself that?! Fuck that la. Mother of dogs and cats la.

She said hubby eat so fat waste of resources! ccb! Hello, everyone thinks that hubby is happy eversince with me, thus he gained weight over these years! got wrong ah! she better go fuck her dog more la! siao char bo!

I usually dun curse ppl's parents. Cuz at least we have to respect them. But not for her sia! I dun think i have the need to save bits of respect for her! not for her! Go read and you will know how mean i was. yaya. ines so mean!!!!

she better dun fuck about with Jayr's photos, otherwise, i really will use any method to get her and make her die horribly. I have said that too. i swear upon my life. I will get her if she dare to mess with my son. Black magic or not, up to me.

如果你也听说...
11:04 PM

I cant go out anymore, i think. I cant walk too long or carry heavy things.

I seriously need the inhaler for stanby.

But i dunno whether preggy can use anot.

I am just so afraid i will one day die in my dream like that. hai.

Anyway, im weaker and weaker now. No more going out. No more fun. No more activities.

Miss me. Cuz i will miss blogging and msning too. Which i hardly have the strength to do so anymore...........

MISS ME!!!

如果你也听说...
4:54 PM

Seriously have nothing interesting to blog about, and partly also bcuz i was f-king lazy to do so.

Maybe there's one thing i wanna rant about...

Few days ago, went to our new house to check on the gas installation. Den went to compass point after which. Bumped into those big mouths (his relatives- the greedy family if u still rmb).

Anyway before i continue, i have to tell you this...

I didnt tell anyone that im preggy, bcuz i dun wan my aunts to be over-paranoid bt my new house shifting and all. Secondly, i dun wan and forbid hubby to tell any of his side's including his family tat im preggy. Mainly bcuz, you know, i had all sorts of experiences from them when i was having Jayr. E.g. : ask me to abort. bad mouthed me. blamed me for not working. blamed me for this kind of scenario. and alot more.

So, from all those shits, i have told myself not to forgive these idiots any once more! since they fucked care me so much, den why the hell must i respect them? Whenever my side asked me bt my well-being, i always said "very good". If only i have the heart to tell them the truth, and den do you think they are still so ya ya now?!

I didnt work because of my health. Doctor even told me to stay home and rest more on bed. My body seriously was unfit for pregnancy den. My relatives were dead worried for me. His side was saying that im lazy and all sort of unpleasant comments. All thanks to his mum. You think, if one mastermind didn't start this, den who will continue??? Moreover when this type of things happened, its either the mil side the dil or like her, destroyed me totally by her made up stories!

Why the fuck must i forgive??? for ur info i have forgiven MANY times bcuz hubby pleaded me. But no more, i told him. I told him its either he allow me to choose my lifestyle or let me and baby leave. So my lifestyle for the past 1 yr was like jailed bird. Everyday in the room, locked. Totally avoid her. When she at home, i never stepped out. When she went out, i quickly go toilet, and wash all the things. When she goes work, den i do laundry and chores. You know, sometimes chances has its limit. One can only be forgiven so much, if she doesn't treat it as anything, den i might as well save it. And hello, u asked me to abort and den now u wan to see baby? If i abort, do you think u still get to see?! fuck you!

So now, she is always crying tales bt how i disrespect her, disregard her, and all. Telling ppl she everytime buy me good food and boil me tonic. fuck that la. all of you shld know i am starving everyday lor!

i dunno bt you all la, mayb you can forgive 100 times or more but i cannot. And she is someone who dun do things and den still fake stories to claim credits. And den when its time for confrontation, she will cry! CRY! I fucking know how to cry too!

Anyway, back to the compass point topic...

Think rumour has spread and den they gotta know bt my 2nd pregnancy, but also feeling weird why we didnt inform them. So their mother came to test me, and said she think i gain weight liao. But hello, i lost weight lor! Only my neh neh and tummy growing nia. My arms and tights shrink in size! I merely replied that i ate alot recently bcuz im happy that im moving soon. LOL. sort of telling that im happy to leave this shithole. I do hope she will go telling others that i said i am happy to leave! And den for the 5 mins she didnt stop looking at my tummy lo. fucking irritating. When i dun wanna tell means i dun wanna tell, stop kpo-ing! You know what, i reckon she will go home straight and den spread her own made story. Like, "i saw them leh. Her tummy big leh. Think surely pregnant la! But dun wan to say nia. sure pregnant la!" and den the whole world will guarantee that im pregnant bcuz she said so.

*thanks to hubby. upon knowing im preggy that night, he posted something on the msn caption when i went for bath. so guessed mayb his cousin saw it and den tell his mum, and den hise their mum asked another aunt, and den ask this and that. fuck that. i seriously hate 三姑六婆!!! and apparently, his side's relatives are like this! They loves to kpo but dun help. they loves to use their mouths to talk shits and den dare not admit. How i wish i can live peacefully with my Per's family only. argh.

Anyway, facebook quizzes are fun! Especially when playing with hubby. Laughed my ass off sia! Dunno what the fuck he doing when answering the Bible IQ. LOL. cant blame us la. we seriously knows nuts bt it. Oh... And i got 100% excellent for doing the How well do you know men. I dare to say, dare to hao lian that i know them VERY WELL. LOL. Not bcuz the quiz said so but i think so too. hahaha. So now, trust me when i told you bt men??? wahhahaha. Btw, hubby scored 0 when doing the How well do you know women. LOL. It even asked whether is hubby a GAY or not. lol. so funny. Now den i know he really dunno bt women. SO i can understand his coldness sometimes. oh men! such a simple creature. haha.

Official heng heng date for us to shift in will be 3rd of June. By 2nd, everything will be in. So from 3rd onwards, we will be leading a wonderful life!!! hahaha. Goodbye shithole. I'll treat this as a lesson of my life.

Now you understand why im fucking happy to leave???

如果你也听说...
4:56 PM

Nothing happening recently. My body is getting weaker. I cant go out, cuz the minute i stand for too long, my mind will go black out and den faint. Most of the time i have to lie down. Like a pathetic paralysed patient. These few days my tummy very pain, sort of like cramping. why? Im so afraid that i dare not move about if possible. But "sticky" Jayr keeps wanting me to carry and play with him. And that worsen the pain lor! hai. He is still too lil to understand la. 

Jayr just recovered from fever. argh. When he's sick, meaning we cant get to sleep in peace! I was so frightened bcuz recently there's swine flu virus out there. I medicated him by myself, nursed him and make sure that his fever and flu gone den i can finally rest my mind. Never brought him to clinic as i dun wan him to get in contact with more virus. Weather is bad, so ppl prompt to get sick easily. and more and more viruses are spreading! how scary! Anyway, i knew it wasn't swine flu lah, cuz we seldom go out ever since im preggy. Now clinics and hospitals are advisable to be avoided. 

Oh btw, barley drink is best for this kinda weather ;p all thanks to it, and now Jayr is fully recovered!

I seriously need a phone!!! 

"oh santa! i know its too early but i am begging you to come drop me a phone in my socks now!"

boring boring boring. 

If you have noticed, in FB Ines Quek has earned alot of things from various games right? hahahaha. But that wasn't me! My dear hubby is the culprit la. He cant get enough by playing his own account, so he came intruding mine too. Mafia war, Vampire War, Speed racing, blablabla. I only played bejeweled. 

ok. i promise im going for check up soon ok? 

如果你也听说...
2:33 PM