Tomorrow we will be having dinner with hubby's colleagues. Supposed to be their company sponsored dinner but dunno why me and Jayr are counted in as well. Which restaurant? I dunno. lol.
Sunday- Our property agent will be meeting at our new place for last inspection. Whatsoever thats for, i have no idea. Maybe to inspect whether the seller have dismantle anything illegally or not and whether the house is still in good condition or not. Better still! Otherwise i'll scream on top of my lungs! (to sort of venting out all my frustration too) argh.
Monday- The Glamorous Day! To receive our long awaited GOLDEN KEYS. In other words, i have a house of MY OWN!!! wahahaha! So gotta head down to HDB hub for 2nd appointment and den sign this and that. (forever documents) Pay a 5 digits amount for the remaining COV. (go google if u dunno! stop asking!) And, i must remember to apply for the government gas. All on that day. Den after that, gotta rush back to our new house to meet up with our contractor, for changing of locks and also take some more measurements. GOSH! This is so ADULT lo! haha. I mean i am doing/handling everything that i once thought only concern to adults. I AM AN 100% ADULT!!! lol. wtf. From the day im preggy and married, i shld know better den anyone that i am already an adult. dotz. oh, and thats few months before i got my legal 21st key.
Regarding my "tummy"- Auntie still haven come, or is she really not coming for the next 9 months??? gosh. I need the answer now. I think i better test it sooner rather den remaining like a sick-worried panic rat. Like i have realised i am eating junks all this while! argh. A big NO NO if im having bb inside. So better to know the answer now so that i can prepare myself for the better ya. This is the fact, i cant deny!
(Btw, i have secretly went thru that Baby Names book yesterday. hehehe! Since hubby insist all must start with letter J, den i have decided to name my girl JEWEL. wanna know why? Cuz JEWEL means PRECIOUS GEM and definitely she will be my precious too! hehe. The rest of the Js are like too common or the meaning not good enough. I can be very particular when comes to the meaning. oh, and i dun like long long name with lots of alphabets.
Initially thought of naming my girl with the letter I, same as me what. But den other den INES, i couldnt find any nicer one. LOL!!! No la, "I" really consists very lil of collections.
And i used to imagine that to name my girl JOLIE, cuz i like angelina jolie. haha. But den for long term, when she turn old still call JOLIE, very funny lo!
JEWEL is not only a most appropriate name with the most appropriate meaning, but also this name gives me a feel of elegancy, glamour, classic, feminine, demure, adorable.
haa! For boy??? I dunno yet. I dun wan to search for it. Cuz i want a girl!!! But if i really have a boy, den shall see ba. Cuz there isnt any better name with better meaning that start with J!!! argh. and also cannot crash with other ppl's kids' name too right.
All along, i like the name "JORDON". But too common hor?)
Im waiting for my dinner now. So fucking hungry. Curry chicken on the way! woosh! You wanna know what i've been eating for these past few days? CHICKEN RICE. hohoho! i am always craving for chicken rice. dunno y. But i dun like meat. So i am only in love with the garlic rice together with the chilli. marvelous!
And my hubby will always make it a point to add egg, prickles, blablabla. Den ended up my packet is a BIG BIG one.
Although he didnt mention anything bt my "tummy", but i know he cares and he knows i am vexing over this. And only when im preggy den my food will be like mountain high like that. So, from the food, i know. lol.
He's the kind of man who is super overprocessive type. When im his, i will be forever his. Like as if only he can hurt me but i cannot. U know what i mean? Like only he can have me but others cannot. If he cant have me, he will also not let others have me. Now you understand? So after every arguements or fights, he knew very well i was giving up and wanted to leave. So within the minute he will be very regret and den tried all his way to coax me. But u know, as time goes by, this is kind of numb to me already. I am no longer feeling fast heartbeats or goosebumps.
Very easy. All i wanna is that he dun do anything to hurt me when hes in a lousy mood or whatever. If im at the wrong, which is never, but if, den i can accept any punishment. But den if i am in no wrong and den he just wanna vent his frustration on someone, this i cannot tolerate. Seriously, if he wan me to forgive him, den better think and learn what he have done is wrong. And never repeat! Not like here say, den there do. Whats the point?!
Seriously, very difficult to forgive.
I have start talking to him and joke ard too. Den, guess what? Ya, all the sweetness gone! wtf. I've told you, men can never maintained something at some level one!!!
I am someone whom asked for alot of LOVE. And be my lover, he has to give me the kind of love which is at the level that he can provide me with till the end.
When everything turns sour, bland, toned down, i will start to react hysterically.
I mean this is how women feels and how men fails at this simple task.
Nonetheless, besides his craziness, if he's good, he can be so super wonderful that all women and wives envy me. But when he's nasty, even heaven also feel like striking him with lightning.
Overall, he's a super good daddy.
p/s: if im not preggy, den why im feeling uncomfortable for 3 weeks and auntie late for almost 2 weeks. is there other possibility?
p/p/s: even if i never have daughter this time round, NOBODY can use the name JEWEL!!! too many copycats out there, so i have to voice out first! even ur child also must copy mine huh?! wa lau. JEWEL is reserved for INES'S daughter. I will have daughter in future!!!
*bleah* :p
Jacky's Wife