.Wednesday, February 18, 2009 Y
Chatted with my dear gf. We always ended up with endless gossips or girly stuffs. Well, thats what i adore the most. However, it seems to be drifting further and further away from my life somehow. Like ever since i stepped into the world of motherhood, there are many things i've been missing or even totally lose touch with. How sad. (With no name mentioned.)She told me she's like having crush with this guy. (i dunno shld i put it this way, but ya, crush. haha) Den she hasn't got the gut to "befriend" with him. Den the kpo me was like telling her to go for it and this and that. Sort of encouraging her to take the first move and hopefully things will turn out the way she wants it to be. So, the rest leave to her to continue her destiny, and me continue kpo-ing. haha. What i actually wanna talk abt is, when i was single den, i didnt have the gut to confess or take the initiative too. Like i would be afraid that he might think i am the sort like too easy-going and shameless kind. Nobody wanna leave an bad impression to someone they like. So that was what pride i cared about the most. Now being in a marriage; being tied down. There is no more chances to go for things you like, u see? (mind you! im not saying that i have some other dick in mind ok) Like i have to go the way that meant for me to take. I have to stick to my vow and loyalty. I have to know my rights as a dutiful wife and all. Turning back and recall, i have been missing and forgone alot alot alot of chances. ( and im not saying men only) And i think, i shld have seize most chances and make good use of them. Unlike now, im being totally tied down by kid, chores and stuffs, i cant do anything nor go anywhere. Therefore, when single girls or women talked to me bt their life and stuffs like this, i would sincerely advice them to brave it through. Cuz who knows, one day u may turn back and regret u didnt seize that tiny chance. And haha, (dirty talks again), once u're married you will be stuck with that same dick for LIFE! So why not "experience" watever u wan, or whatever u like... wahahahahahahaha. p/s: i have been stuck with this dick since day 1. (-_-") its too late to think of experiencing. you wanna be like me??? No? Den dun hesistate to go for the guy u like. But remember the word, "Refrain". Dun cross the line. Remember what i've always stressed abt, women pls save some dignity for urself. I can hear you ppl asking, "den how? initiate or not? huh?"...... Everything with moderation. hohoho!
Jacky's Wife