Hello Earthlings :)
I know i have been missing for some days, again. But well, am too tied up with certain things, u see.
Ok.
Went all the way to Funan IT mall to get my new "baby". hohoho! My beloved MacBook Pro, i finally gotcha! They are like having some good deals over there, so thats y we went there instead. Upon purchasing this, we got a $200 voucher to be spent within that shop, thus i decided to get Ipod Nano for hubby. hee.
Actually he wanted the Ipod touch so badly, but i refused. And we somehow had a huge arguement over that. Well, i have my good reason to forbid him owning that. But im not gonna mention it here. Mayb i can give u a clue - Wi-Fi.
Back to my baby. I chosed a red see thru casing for it and den they gave me a free red keyboard protecter too. woosh. I doesnt fancy red that much, but its just too bad that they doesnt have pink casing for mac.pro. Anyway, i promised to take pics and den show everyone alright?!
Btw, i splurged 4k+ on this. hur hur.
Ohwell, i have tons of pics to upload but i din have the time to do so. paisay la. I know u ppl misses Jayr so badly. Without realising it, do you know he's turning one real soon? haha. Wont be able to celebrate for him at new house (cuz not ready), wont be holding chalet. But i wanna get him a gold chain with pendant. This i promised Jayr already. But! When he turns 2, i think i will hold a party at my house. yeah!
p/s: i am totally idiotic when comes to this. still learning how to use this "pro" thing :(
many times during arguements, we'd tend to say some thing that is what we really have been suppressing for long. It could be hurtful, could be touching. But what do you really wan that party to believe, to understand? To believe that you think he/she is bad? To believe that you are tired of everything?
They said, ppl tend to say hurtful things during arguement, and that mostly they dun mean it. However, during the procedure, i find it so true and so real. That the pain is so sore and my sorrows so mistreated.
After all the heartache you put me thru, and all the lies and everything, how am i supposed to not fear and fight the phobia? This is marriage now what we are saying and im aint gonna risk it like this anymore. The only way to make it better and avoid more nasty words exchange, is to avoid those things that will cause a war.