.Friday, February 6, 2009 Y
Mayb becuz im too used to have hubby around for many days. Now that he has to go back to work as usual, spending most of his time over there, im feeling quite a lil lonely and uneasy... argh. 2-3 more months, and i can be freed from this shithole. Sounds real soon, but it seems like 3 yrs... I cant wait to run to my "Paradise"!Sometimes i wonder what makes 2 to make the insane decision to get tied down. Is it becuz like what all naive ppl says, "we love each other and we wanna live together forever..."???How long is F-O-R-E-V-E-R???If forever is what you think as = living together till both lay in coffin, seperately. How sad.In my opinion, nowadays many ppl get married becuz of baby. If there is no VALID reason den i dun see the reason why. Both can still be together as long as they are in love and comfortable with each other. For as long as they wan, or move in together also not a problem at all. But why the reason get married becuz you wan a status or certification? haa. Like i've said, this is merely MY opinion. Both can be together as long as they'd love to, and den go seperate ways if any regretted "mishap". This is what i think, the best way.In marriage life, even if one having to go through torments and untellable sorrows, she still gotta endure and suffer in silence, for the sake of that f-ing holy marriage or her poor kids. And den no matter how hard she tried to protest or fight for her own groung, her f-ing man just wont bother, cuz he already has that kinda mindset that this woman have no place to go and no way to threaten him anymore. So happy or not, she has only one choice.In relationship, any shits from him, any unforgivable dugs, she could just throw back stones and den "run" for her life. Never have to go through legal seperation procedure or paying that bombing fees. And never ever have to endure those bullshits for life! or FOREVER!Find another man that treats her better. Crazy for her. And horny for her is very important too. Dun laugh. You cant deny but to agree with me secretly right? (i see you nodding ur head)Anyway, above all is MERELY MY THOUGHTS.
Jacky's Wife