.Wednesday, January 21, 2009 Y
Hey human, lets just admit that LOVE is just a fucking sticky matter ya.Like there isnt anywhere that you can do to make it perfect or maintain it that way you wanted it to be. Either your pms ruins it OR his unstable moody cells ruins it. Agree? Yes.When we sees an old couple strolling hand in hand, we would envy to bits and hoping that we will be like this too. But what takes to make it happened? And why cant every couple be the same? argh. I do hope that love is as simple as 1+1.....As time goes by, many many tiny bits of sweetness started to fade away. Those actions and words... Wrap his arm around ur waist, put his arm over ur shoulders, pat ur head, hug you tight when u're frightened, kiss you as and when, hold ur hand, stroke ur hair, whisper some sweet naughty words, etc. But if all this were gone because of marriage and kids, den i really would rather remain in "In a relationship" status. Nabeh. too late for me to say anything right. cb.However, in every or should i say is almost all relationship, same thing will happen towards the end. Like turned sour, love faded, unfaithfulness, etc. Turning sour is VERY common, i guessed. Like all those lovey dovey actions are gone, no romantic event, no passionate sex, no more sweet dreams to pursude. So whats there to cling onto? Nothing, but "used to". Because we too get used to many things that includes them, and when you didnt even notice they have already slowly became part of YOU. ( Like a lump growing in ur breast. hur hur hur. ) Its really a depressing scenerio when love turns sour. You know, you need not have to blame urself for that, or dun even push all blames to men. Its takes 2 hands to clap, and one's effort aint enough at all. However, in a relationship there is always one party that is more initiative, thus he/she will be the one at "losing" point. Well, what is there to argue about? In this world, in love, there is no fairness. I've been through all sorts of challenges and i've seen it through. I mean mostly, not all. I believe by the time i turn 50, my blog will be a Dr Love consultation room. hahaha. If only i still blog. lol. p/s: i blogged abt this because i feel so unloved. those actions were long gone but im still here hoping for its returns. Mayb i should give up hope, and stop these pain... mayb i should pin my hope on better things. Like my life, Jayr's future.......hai... love aint easy at all.
Jacky's Wife