.Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Y

omfg. im suffering from serious fucking cramp again. women! its like i dunno when is "auntie" arriving. I've totally lost track of her impromtu visits. wth. remember last month i was sooo scared that "she" might forgotten to dropby? ya. instead of the ending of the month, "she" appeared on the beggining of this month! wth. like late for a week or so. scared the hell wit outta me can! and den its like now, i dunno whether is "she" going to come this month or beginning of next month. argh. better dun forget to come after "her" new year count down. lol.

Recently few of the folks were like telling me to start conceive again. hur hur. so easy to open the mouth and say right. financial wise, time, attention, my health, everything is in a mess! how am i going to start this nightmare again? plus, like i've said, i do not want to suffer the same shit i had during the 1st pregnancy. So, its better for me to conceive only after we have settled out butts somewhere there. hohoho. and this time i wan a girl. "Do you hear me, hubby?!" (^-^)

Bought some apparels for Jayr for the fucking unwelcome CNY. argh. All from baby fox. 2 tops and 1 bottom and 1 pair of shoes. Maybe will get him one more top and bottom. And my boy looks absolutely dashing!!! well well, my gene, as u can see. wahahahaha! and my pretty lil girl will have the same gift from me. hohoho! sibeh thick skin. i know lah. *roll eyes*

Sunday, we are going to Pariss International Buffet AGAIN. Cuz hubby's godmum birthday falls on that day. haa. Its like all occasion gotta celebrate there ya. whatever. So we are going there AGAIN. (-__-) shit! i dunno what to wear AGAIN! nabeh.


ok BYE.
im going to rest while Jayr is napping. And i just recovered from fever AGAIN. wth.

.Saturday, December 27, 2008 Y

Have you ever got this problem like you suddenly have this urge that you need to sing? Like the day's form is very good, and you feel that you have the stamina to sing untill ur lungs burst that kind.

Yes.

And im suffering that singing urge now!!!

damn it.

And all i could do is to go youtube and den watched so many MVs and sang along!!! wat the hell! I need my microphone. I need those speakers. I need the amplifier! I need to roar! nabeh. very pathetic right? laugh all you wan lah. even if i've got money with me now i also cant go kbox and sing. wat the hell.

what a life. i need to get a life man!

And why today made me realised so many hurtful facts huh? cb.

. Y

Totally loathe myself today. Argh.

Well, there supposed to have a wedding dinner to attend tomo, but i refused to go and somehow lala-ed with hubby bt this. argh.
Its like dun expect me to go when almost half the earth knows that poor Ines has got no better clothes for that kinda function and no make-ups to at least cover my pale sickening face! wth.
It only makes me feel low and low and lower again! ffff.

It wasnt meant to be like this! Not like this! Why am i avoiding the crowd or why am i hiding in the shithole!!! damn mad at myself. damn mad at my destiny!

Can you imagine a va-va-vroom, man's hunger, confident Ines became like this!!! Like this piece of shit here typing and ranting forever! argh. I dunno what i did to deserve this. Heaven took away my youth, my freedom, my hobbies, my friends, and den now dun even bother to save my look and appearance! ccb.

Totally devastated.





idreamtbtyouagainandagainandthistimeitbecomesmorefrequentthatitfeltsorealsotrue

ineedtoknowwhatdoesitmean

ihaveforcedmyselftoforgetanddenwhyareyoubacktotauntmeeveninmydream

doyouknowhowbaditfeelstoonlysuppressmyfeelingsandrecallallthosedays

idunthinkicansuppressanymore

iknowyouarelivingupwellandyoudunevenbothertorecall

allthebestandgoodbyepls

.Friday, December 26, 2008 Y

I did something very "cruel" to my hubby.
I refused to prepare sandwiches for him. So later this evening he will have nothing to munch for his "high tea" break.

Hey hey hey, before you start ur judgement, pls read on... My say!!!

Few days back when we were watching vcd, and he took out the seaweed(tidbits), and den sat there and removed the plastic from all cuz he said he wan to enjoy eating but not eating-and-tearing. So after everything and the stack of seaweeds was piled up so high, i told him to finish that first den continue cuz they were going to "blow" off by wind. And you know what? He held onto it with one palm and den shaft the unopened remaining to me and said, "nah, this not enough for me, u wan to eat u will have to open it urself."

NABU CHEEBYE!!!

U say i hot anot? I can be mad anot? Wat the fuck right?!

FINE! Since he wanna be so selfish and think i can be told off like that, den let it be! I never argued back. I never shout back. NEVER. I sat there and started tearing-and-eating. U know why? Cuz i know very well that REVENGE IS SWEET! ccb. So this morning he told me to prepare bread for him like as if its a very natural thing for me to do. *middle finger*
I said, "NO WAY. I have been waiting for this day man. U wan to eat anything, u go do it urself. serve you right :p"
In the end he didnt. But anyway he wont torture himself by starving la. He will surely go buy something.

Frankly, i didnt derive any sastisfaction by doing this. But if i never do this, i will feel very sorry for myself. Wa lau. Think i am really a MAID??? A maid is someone whom will do anything for you but will do her own things as well. I AM NOT A MAID! Get this into ur brain alright. My dignity is not anybody's toy! Rrrroooooaaarrrrr!

Hai but somehow i feel bad after seeing his sad face. I nearly wanted to give in, but i managed to hold back myself. Cuz he know i have soft spot for him, but i dun wan him to take me for granted lor. :( ok lah. tomo i will make for you lah.
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Have you dig ur ears and listen carefully to this song??? Nice right. I will go hunt for the lyrics and den post it here, so that everyone can sing along. hahaha.

p/s: i hope CNY dun come. I dun wan to see "somebody". very fed up la. argh.

.Thursday, December 25, 2008 Y

2 things:

1. I have den realised that i never never never greeted those December babies a happy birthday!!! gosh. I must be too busy and stuffs. puffff. Jayr la, hubby la, chores la, blablabla. SORRY OK! My dearest Pamela, Xinyi and whoever elses...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! (super belated though :p)


2. This morning when i opened my lazy eyes unwillingly, first thing i did was to turn and grab my mobile. (FYI: i didnt bother to check my phone the whole yesterday) To my surprise, i have received tons of smses!!! wow! Frankly, this is the first christmas i have such a float in my inbox. hohoho! aw~~~
Its like though i never celebrate christmas but this is the very first time i felt warmth in this cooling december :) I have so many lovely darlings out there. This is my best pressie!!! thanks everyone :D you made my day.

.Wednesday, December 24, 2008 Y

Go read my dear man's blog.

hahahahahaha.
hahahahahahaha.
hahahahahahahaha!

Cant stop laughing man! hohohoho.

oh! Btw,



p/s: not my problem anyway. hahaha! haliluya!

. Y

3 days are over. And i have start Jayr on milk again, but is diluted milk, as doctor's instruction. Good thing is he drank up all, unlike Isomil, he seldom finished up all or even refused to drink. Worst part is, Isomil caused him to have rashes on his face and body. Mayb Jayr is allergy to soy bean. So now, i am starting everything slowly again.

Happy:)

Nothing much happened recently. Watched 7 movies. Hmm. Mayb i shld comment bt them.

Sweeny Todd- Gothic and kinda disgusting bt the killing part and then made them into meat pies and let everyone in town to eat. puke! And its as if like musical show, cuz most part they were singing their lines! very sian.

Lust. Caution- Sibeh boring show. Storyline sibeh lame. About world war. Sex parts kena cut. nabeh. so in the end nothing interesting. lol. but i know where to see the pictures of naked Tony Leong and that girl. hohoho.

Jumper- Not bad. Its about some ppl with this supernatural power that enables them to jump from this place to another. Like Magic! Action movie.

Sparrow- A hong kong movie. About professional theives. Some romantic part and some funny part too. I didnt finish the show cuz to me hong kong movies always direct the same ppl and same ending. sibeh sian. Only Hubby loves it.

Wall E- haha. cute and funny robots. and quite touching towards the end. And yes, if technology is getting better and better, den human will have more excuses to be lazy and totally rely on machines or robots. And they will eventually lose the ability or knowledge to socialise or move about.

Tinkerbell- A Walts Disney's show. Very lovely and beautiful show. Fairy tales are always so perfect. Worth to watch! Highly recommended. :)

Forbidden Kingdom- An english movie acted by Jacky Chan and Lee Lian Jie. Kongfu one. hmm. It funny and abit lame lah. Its telling bt the Sun Wukong's story, and den got this ang moh whom they believed is the special someone that will bring back the Jin Gu Bang(pole) to the right master which is the monkey lah, acted by Lee. well, upon 5 stars i will give 3 ba. kua kua kua~



Well, so in the end, i think this post is totally bullshit. Dun read. hahahaha!
Came so far and think its too late to regret bah! lol!

.Monday, December 22, 2008 Y

I've bathed. I've brushed my teeth. And im going to do mask later. hohoho.

This morning went dental clinic with my pitiful hubby. If u have read his blog den u shld know wat have happened. Cannot laugh!!!
Because he has the very bad habit of gritting his teeth when he's sleeping, thus i think thats the reason why it happened. And it was like many years of "effort". Next time if i hear him doing that again, i wont hesistate to slap! hahaha. poor thing. I didnt sleep well at all cuz he was like tossing and turning and couldn't sleep.
See? First my lil man, den my big man... I cant rest lor! Both men needs my attention very much. argh. When im sick and down, none of them can do anything. hmp. not fair.


Jayr's fever has somehow subsided and is under control now. No more vomiting but still a bit diarrheao. Anyway, he's recovering fast and im glad his smiling again:)
Although he really have lost some weights again:( Hai. As long as the virus is gone and he is healthy again, that will be my greatest relieve.

Went kpo-ing abt everyone's blog. hee. And den came by I's blog. (i never mentioned ur name here cuz i dunno whether u like it or not) Den she mentioned something bt solemization in one of her entries. And den i backside itchy, went to ask my hubby the same question. lol.

Me with big puppy eyes, looking at hubby and talked in a sweetest tone:
"biiiiiiiii, what was ur inner feeling when we were exchanging our vows?"

Expecting him to say something very touching and sweet...

Him engrossed with his bloody psp:
"mm... feel like lau sai lor!"

Nabeh cb! I pushed him hard and:
"cb! i devote my whole life to you at such a young age and den now u tell me all u felt was lau sai????!!!!!!!"

He quickly stopped his game and den came pacifying:
"no lah. hahahaha. u know ma, when i nervous i will feel like lau sai ma. hahaha."

Me: "fuck you."

Hubby: "aiya... dun like tat la. i was very touched lor. very glad to have you lor.... blablablabla"

Me: "HMP!!!! i dun wan to hear!!!"

Thats the consequences of backside itchy!

.Sunday, December 21, 2008 Y

Exhausted. Im so so so tired. Hai.

Jayr finally dozed off and finally i can rest. My back aches alot! And its hell torturing. Mayb dued to the 3 shots of epidural i had during labour. And maybe plus i have to carry Jayr more often everyday. But what can i say? I have to oblige all.

I am so worry sick now. I felt so helpless and i dunno what else can i do to make this go away asap. The fever is like on and off and den to very high. And although fever relief can relief it for awhile but den its the virus that causes his body tempreture to raise so high. Other thing is, i am still observing him after every take of Isomil. If this is not suitable for him den he have to depend solely on glucose fluid ONLY. its like as good as putting him on drip right?!

My heart aches. My heart aches. MY HEART IS ACHING!!!



Thanks god for letting me have such a wonderful husband by my side when i needed him the most. He helps to look after Jayr and also coax him when he was throwing tantrum. He did most of the chores for me as i have to pay more attention on Jayr. Cooked for me and bring me drinks. Hanged the laundry and boiled water.

Today is some kind of festival. I dunno wats it call. Hubby made the effort to cook some rice glutinious balls and he said we must have it together, den will tuan tuan yuan yuan. haha. So sweet. I mean Hubby not the balls. lol.

Feel so sorry and guilty for flaring at hubby this whole day. SORRY:(
I was feeling so mixed up, helpless, tired, sleepy, pain, pek cek, etc. So sorry ok. I know u are the best. And i know u kept quiet cuz you know im tired thats y i flared. Thanks and sorry. You know i love you the most :)

Hubby also went to rent alot of movies cuz we cant go out at all as Jayr is under "quarantine". Well, so these few days programme will be Jayr and movies!



oh pls. virus faster go away!

. Y

Went clinic this noon, brought Jayr for consultation. And bad news, Jayr's up and down fever is caused by a Gastric-Flu virus. This virus is very common now and is on hight rate, so be it adults or kiddos, both stands a chance to contact! So ppl, i hereby advice you not to bring ur child out as often. Preggy gotta beware too. The symtoms are vomiting, diarrheao and fever.

Last night Jayr vomited and i thought maybe was dued to him putting his hand into his mouth and thus, causing him to puke. I was getting more and more suspecious when his fever was going on and off and den raised to 38.+!!! This was den i know something is not right and its something that fever relief can do any help at all.

Doctor prescribed a drop to relief the gastric wind. She told us to stop Jayr's milk intake for 3 days! Upon hearing this, my heart sank. How can! I really dare not think how many kilos is he going to lose after the 3 days. And in order to make sure he has sufficient nutrients, we have to give him ALOT of glucose fluid and also this>>>
This is a soy based formula, gentle for sensitive tummy. It provides sufficient nutrients such as calcium, AA, DHA, etc... Its milk and lactose free. Because of his virus-ed tummy, he gotta avoid many things. This is the one the doctor recommended.

I will be more busy and not free for the time being. Pardon me for my absence again. I wont be online as often. Till then. Till Jayr is fully recovered. I will and i have to provide him my full attention!

Dear lao gong is on unpaid leave till Thurs. We will do our part to look after him and make sure he has the best attention and nutrients he needs.

Hai. Poor Jayr :(

.Saturday, December 20, 2008 Y

Jayr was having fever since last night:(
And this morning it raised to 38.6!!! I quickly fed him medicine and also did sponging for him. Made him wear cardigan and sleep. Though i know he hates it but den no choice ma, for his own good. So after much sweating and sleeps, the fever finally subsided:)

omg. Pls let those teeth quickly pop out, den my bb will suffer less.

Went library yesterday. Thought of sourcing for a few good ones but to no avail.
I saw one new book at Times, (The witness- Sandra Brown). Ooh! I must read this, i dun care!
And Sandra Brown is another famous author, mostly on the "Bestseller" chart.

Saw alot of kiddies's learning books/fun books at Popular bookstore. And now they are having sales! Wat's more best is, if u are member, u will get to enjoy more! Initially we wanted to buy but den hubby said he wanna get the member card from his sister, so that we can save more. hohoho! So maybe later we are going since we are heading there for dinner and shopping.




Just went Facebook to take a look. I posted a shoutout,
"Ines says somebody's worth everything and somebody's worth nothing. And i? I worth something better den these! hohoho!"

Of cuz i worth something better den everything right?!
After all the shites i've been thru and more shites on the way, definitely i worth tons and tons and hell tons of better things right?! RIGHT.




p/s: recently many said that i am getting slimmer and slimmer. hohoho. isit? but i think likewise leh. i think i am gaining back those weight that i have shedded off few months back! gosh. but since many, and not only one said im slimmer, den ok lo. I am slimmer! hahahahahaha!

BYE :D

.Thursday, December 18, 2008 Y

Well well well.

Just came back and i am extremely tired. Went many places in a day, as usual. But today didnt sit down for coffee because we were like rushing from place to place to look for things. In the end, after whole day off shopping, we only got Jayr new toy. Yes! This brat is SO lucky. hmp. This time Hubby bought him the shape sorter- the box with many lobangs and den u have to insert the right shape into the right hole. lol! Sounds "juicy". hur hur hur.
Becuz when Jayr was at Hubby's relative's place, he was so engrossed with that and den refused to let go even when we were about to leave already. He yelled and den pretend to cry. Bua tahan. So upon seeing him like tat, Hubby decided to get him one for his own! Well, seldom see him love something so much, so why not, buy him something he really loves!

Today i realised that Jayr has got new "patterns".
When strangers smile at him or talk to him, he will smile shyly and den turn his head to the side and refuse to look back. very hiao! haha.
When ppl wants to carry him he will hide his face on my chest, like kissing my neh neh like that. hahahaha.
He is learning and figuring how to point with one finger. Index finger.
When he want something, he will say mum mum. Everything also mum mum. lol.
He will giggle whenever he farts.
He will bite me if i try to snatch something away from him, and den keep calling mama and climb onto me as if telling me to give him back.
He dun eat porridge but he eats rice. Funny! and now he eat almost anything!

I dunno is it too early to start him on rice, but den he really loves it lor. Especially with soup and carrot. But definitely he will reject porridge. Weird. And he doesnt like fish but loves fishballs. lol. 8 months only but eat these. hur hur.






Think i have missed out alot of good chatting with many dear ppl. right? YES.
I will and i promise that i will logon msn and den chat with you ok??? sorry for my MIA. but i seriously needs to rest alot after those sick days. :(

ok. bye. my mind is blank and my eyes are shutting.

.Tuesday, December 16, 2008 Y

Good morning Earthlings!!! :)

Woke up so early by Jayr and den when he finally dozed off, hubby's alarm raaaanggg!! nabeh. den i gotta wake up and prepare sandwiches for him. Just as i was about to logon here and blog, Jayr woke up! huh?! slept for half an hour nia lor. No matter how i tried to coax him sleep, he dun wan. Cuz he know daddy is still around! hohoho.

Nothing special to blog abt lately. I am lacking of topics! hur hur.

But nonetheless, i still have to drop by here and say hello! hee.

Ok, I really have got nothing to say here.

Btw, have u seen this before???
Take a look and have a laugh>>>





Hohoho!!!
I find it hyper gross and somewhat hilarious.
Whats ur say?

.Sunday, December 14, 2008 Y

You must have start wondering where the hell has Ines been to? No news from her at all!
Hohoho~!
Thats the problem of me having a book. hehe. Have finally finished off the thick juicy book today. phew~ not that boring actually. There are some sad bits and something i find that Siena and I have in similarity. That we have chosed to lose kinships, friendships and those we truely loved us and cared for us, and in return gain something we thought its all that we needed. She chosed fame and wealth. I chosed love. Inevitably, in the end we both felt ashamed and lonely. hai.
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You wanna know what i was up to whereever i said i am busy?
See for yourself...

.Thursday, December 11, 2008 Y

Not feeling very well though. Just got this nauseous spell dancing in me. *puke*

Jayr, amazingly have been sleeping for the past 3 hours and still not willing to wakie. Mayb he's really tired. Found that another 3 teeth is popping out, and that finally explains his on and off fever. phew. At last i know the reason why and now feel less worry. Not to worry, he has gained back those weights, and its more den what he have lost. hahaha. All thanks to me! lol.

Hubby was out to work for the whole entire day since 7am.
Hur hur hur. Guess what? His stingy big co decided to replace the grand D&D by B&D.
Breakfast and Dance. nabeh. Have u even heard of it? no!
I dun understand and curious bt how much can they save? And how much they have lost dued to the last "minor mishap"? By changing from dinner to breakfast can wishfully cover their loss? wth. Something must have screwed up with the finance's brain. This shows how much they "appreciate" their staffs. Anyway, it was held at Ritz Carlton. (the one im dying to stay at even for 1 day!)
Hubby was like, "who knows? scarly i kena their lucky draw leh?!" ya right. to think they will be so "generous" whereby they are already cutting off this and that! Just take a look at that breakfast thingy. Hubby called me in between, "fucked up. bread, jam, butter, coffee, tea, scrumble egg, etc." Just by hearing this, i know it aint any diferent from those "Free Hotel Breakfast" whenever we booked our travel package.


I am already more den half way through that book. Quite a thick book though. So far, nothing really interesting. Makes me realised that i have wasted good 20 bucks on such a worthless book. argh. whatever. all bt it was sex, scandals, affairs, fame, greed, hollywood. *yawn* Boring!

Realised that i haven been really using lappy for good some time. I have neglected Facebook, friendster, and even abit for blog. Hubby was kind enough to check on them but not me. If i have the time, i would rather sleep, eat, chores, read. what a life! i seriously needs to get a life man! but how? argh. just ignore my meaningless rants.


p/s: Hubby was SO busy to even call or sms! hmp! *crossed arms*

.Wednesday, December 10, 2008 Y

(楊丞琳 - 帶我走)

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Wooooosh! I love this song baby! I didnt know this is sang by Raine Yang- the siao char bo. Totally a whole new her! I love her hair to max! I love it so much so that i am starting to regret bt snapping my hair short! argh. It must take forever to grow back the desire length. *pufff* But i will! Meanwhile, while waiting for my pathetic hair to grow quick, i must shed some pounds too. Look at that cut carefully, the fringe and side layer are so daring cut! Definitely will somehow
"rounder" ur face. And, i love the "wake-up" look. Minus the messiness, i think it still look as fabulous ya! hohoho!

Hair faster, faster, faster groooooowwww!!!!

CLICK!

A few said that i have slimmed down again. really?! that is absolutely an incredible good news! hahahahaha. And i've been wondering its either my pants have loosen or i really lost weight again. hehehe.

Have increased Jayr's milk intake again. this brat has got such an appetite huh. And everytime just after his milk he'd still ask for "mum mum". Bua tahan. Hubby is teaching him to walk nowadays. And he really can take a few small steps. im so proud of jayr! 8 months old already. Getting more and more mischievious and demanding. Sometimes when he got on my nerves, i cant help but to raise my voice and scold him, but guess what? Ya, he smiled back at me. Nabeh. At that point of time i dunno to continue with my flaring or smile back at him. He has this funny habit of imitating our expressions. haa. very very funny and i always laughed my ass off. These, days, i find that he is getting more attached to me. wahahaha! (Hubby is going to make a big fuss when he read this. lol. ) ok lah. Nonetheless, he still love daddy so much and always so happy upon seeing daddy back from work. He would kick or quickly sit up on his own and reach out his hands and ask for "bao bao". Very "yang oor".

p/s: hubby kept asking why i cried after reading his post. hur hur. of cuz i happy till i cry lah! silly papa pig!

.Tuesday, December 9, 2008 Y

In response to my dear 老公's post:

what if i leave first? I will be so scared. So afraid that i might lose my way, or mayb i wont know which way to go; which path to take. I will be all alone, in that lonely cold cold world. What if i met those scary features? I need you to be with me and shoo them away...

However, if thats really the case, i would pray to heaven and plead for a small piece of land in that beautiful paradise. Why? I wanna garden our own strawberryland. I will plant those tiny seeds carefully, water them with love, telling them bt our love stories, telling them that u will come and meet them one day. I will build a small cosy cottage right there, decorate it with my favourite pink and ur favourite green. I dunno how long u'll be, but i will wait...

We will have a few doggies if you would love to. We will pluck strawberries and i'll make em into ur favourite jam.

The day u arrive wil be the day we start things all over again. Courtship, romance, passion, etc. We will be like old lovey dovey couple sitting outside the cottage watching the sunrise and sunset, talking bt our endless topics, thinking bt our kids...

Honey, the tears of happiness i've experience once again today. Ur words simply touched my heart. I remembered. I will never forget those words u have said. After reading that, i can only say:

我觉得我好幸福!!!

.Monday, December 8, 2008 Y

*yawn*

Such a cooling day to sleep in. Today is Hubby's off day. So rare that he off on PH. But, all ruined by the rain. It started pouring ever since morning till now, and it seems never gonna end. Well, at least tonight again, i know we are going to have a freezy temperature to sleep in.

Just came home not long from tamp mall. Went for dinner and groccery shopping. U know, i always find it a huge mistake to step out during weekends and PHs. There is like hardly a space to move! Thus, we didnt even bother to bring pram along. Hur, if it wasnt for Jayr's milk powder and baby food, we wont even be bothered at all to go out.

Jayr is a bit feverish again. Fed him medicine and soon he dozed off into dreamland. hai. I cant help but to reproach myself whenever my baby ot hubby fall sick. Its like i am the one responsible for their everything. right? I shld have watch their diet, their amount of clothes they put on, blablabla. I am the woman in this family wat!

Just now i found a iPhone. hohoho! However, kind Ines ran up to the owner and returned it to him. Upon going back to the seats, i told Hubby bt it. He hit his forehead and said why gave him back?! hello, den expect me to sneak it into my pocket and make it mine like that? i can be poor, i can eat nothing, but i cant do anything thats against my dignity. And i know very well how karma works. My life is as shitty as cowdug, and i dun wan it to be any worser.
haa! Ines have done a kind deed today!!!

(even begger has got dignity... this phrase is what that fat asshole used to humilate me when i merely wanna invite someone special to my wedding. But asshole, dun you find this phrase more suitable in ur case? As in like this is ur SECOND MARRIAGE and u still got the cheek to invite everyone all over again and took their ang baos AGAIN?!!!! shameless cb.)

I am back reading a book that i have mentioned before last yr. I didnt manage to finish reading ever since Jayr was borned, and now i am starting it all over again. (Adored- Tilly Bagshawne)
It has my name in it!!! hahaha. A spanish famous supermodel! woolalalala~ am i? lol.


*yawn*
i've got nothing in mind. will be back soon.
goodnight humans.

.Sunday, December 7, 2008 Y

-The birth of Jayr marked the end of my misery. After that, i knew real happiness for the first time in my life. I was able to shut away the things that had happened to me and concentrate on the future, where life would surely be better.-

Totally qouted this from Vanessa(the author). I merely changed to Jayr's name in it. I find it very meaningful and i could actually feel for these words. Needless to elaborate more as it tells it all... my life.

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I still hold grudges bt yesterday morning incident. im the sort that wont let any pest off easily when they jolly well interrupted my beauty sleep! (except Jayr only) Even hubby got f when he accidentally woke me up in the wee hour! Moreover it wasnt the first time this malay neighbour have being so inconsiderate! There was once when Jayr was still a lil infant who slept most of the day. That moron kept drilling ever since afternoon till 10pm!!! Despite hearing Jayr's loud cries, he just wouldn't stop. I called hubby and told him that if werent for them, i surely run over and f that moron lor! Thinking that they are the one staying here till "forever", not me. So i didnt do anything bt it to make thing awkard. One more time and i will go drill his arse! nabeh.

Hubby told me that many years ago, this malay have the habit of playing malay prayer VERY loud as early as 4-5am!!! siao anot! i know we must respect his religion but den while being devoted couldn't he try to be considerate too?! Hubby got no choice but to "threaten" him back, by playing his thai chanting every evening 5pm, as loud as possible. Cuz during this timing he would be home doing his prayer and other stuffs. So mayb he got the hint, he stopped doing that already. And i never heard that incident happen again. well, this malay simply has no sense of "timing".

I never wanna stay next to malays and indians. NEVER!
Malays very noisy. Indians very smelly.

"ines very racist leh... so racist..."

YAYAYAYA!!! I AM RACIST LAH! *fold arms*
whatever. *roll eyes*

I dun wan to wake and realise that my house smells like muthu curry lo! and also those ah neh's oil or incense thing... pls! they can eat curry from morning to night ok! i wonder does they lau sai whole day anot? lol!!! i also dun need to listen to their "pop songs". oh pls.



p/s: i've finished the book liao. hee! hubby is going to nag at me later when he find out. haa! he told me to read one chapter per day. how can! impossible la. such a book lover like me simply cant resist a good reading.
i still cant believe there is such mother exist. everyone told me that i have a terrible mum, but compared to Vanessa, i am way more lucky. As in i didnt have to go thru things like drinking my own urine, sleep outside in the snow, burned my hand on the burning stove, u know...
Just that my mum chose money. And money is all that she cares.
Vanessa's mum loved her son. My mum loves my bro.
Vanessa's mum hate the sight of her. My mum doesn't even wan to see my son.

WHY?

After those months of pregnancy, and the pain in the labour, why is that these mothers has no love for us?

.Saturday, December 6, 2008 Y

I've got a very unpleasant morning!
Saturday morning and i got woken up by DRILLING!!! knn.
These few days really not my days. I always got to wake up unwillingly by some not-my-problem-affair!!! cb.
And this morning as early as 9am, the fucked up neighbour started the most hideous noise! Hello?! ppl with kid like me gotta wake up as early as 6+ to handle my brat and den finally when he dozed off, its time i can sleep awhile more. But den morons like them, just cant be any considerate at all!!!! Worst part is, the part where he drilled is the part where our bed is! ccb. knn. nabeh. fuck. GTH!!!! And mind him, its SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!
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arrrrrggggghhhhhh!!!!.
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Ok. Stop my ranting now. I have some pics to show everyone. Although my kiasu Hubby have already posted some at his, but den i will still post abit more. ha ha ha. I cant lose man! mine gotta be at least slightly more interesting right? Right.
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Lets first started with the most bestest adorable picture of our darling baby boy...
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Very cute hor? Hubby urged me to quickly take out my hp and snap this.

.Friday, December 5, 2008 Y

Oh my! I am so clever! Cant help but to praise myself and also to tell E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E that i am sooooooo clever!!!

wahahahahaha!

I edited this whole damn thing by myself! The pictures, alignments, codings.... Indeed very difficult somehow, and many a times this bloody useless lappy just closed down my page like that and den i have to start all over again! Nabeh! And that explains why it took me entire day to do this shit. ccb.

Done abit on Hubby's too. Bua tahan him lah. Very troublesome lor. Want this want that. But as a "good wife", of cuz i obliged lor.

Have been busy resting. hur hur hur.
Cuz ever since i suffered from bad flu and high fever, i couldnt rest cuz i gotta look after Jayr still, thus it took me longer to recover. Though the powerful Panadol flu max chased away the irritating blocked nose, however, dued to insufficient rest, i always felt so restless and dizzy. So, whenever there is some chance, i wont let it slip pass like this. I will lay down besides Jayr, even if i cant sleep, i still make it a point to rest.

Soon after my bad bad bad sickness, Jayr got the virus too :(
And i finds that he has lost some weight. They said kids lose weight easily especially once they fall sick. True! I am now stressing and trying all mights to feed him and get back those weight. The pig trotters are no longer that fleshy lor... :(
Im so useless right....... useless mummy.........:(

Oh! I've got the book!!! And i own the book!!!
wahahahahahahahaha!!!
All hail the Queen!!!

Thanks to my dearest lao gong. hee.
He bought that for me, and i was too surprised to even remember to thank him. haha. Maybe u ppl thinks its just a book wat! But hello, if u not know, i have the fetish for good books. And i love collecting them if possible! and it has been ages since i've got a "new member" to join the others on the shelf! Im so in love with it.... haa! and my hubby too! I promise i will take very good care of it. muacks!

Its going ten soon. I see lightings on the dark redish sky. Its going to rain soon!
Love!
Night + Rain + Sleep = Paradise!!!

So goodnights all humans. Im not gonna waste it let that. *yawn*




p/s: Watched p.s. I love you. Not as good as the book. Very disapointed. It looks like as if the diretor is rushing to hell like that. Cut short and missed out alot important and touching bits. So, ppl who watched it, shld go read the book. Ppl who haven, dun bother to watch, go straight to the book.

p/p/s: The new book (Punished), is seriously a must-read!!! The knn mother shld go the hell but why lived for so long to torture someone so fragile and little?! Very cruel. U just cant imagine how far could a mother go when it comes to punishments and totures. Very very very cruel. Everything came with a same motive - destroy daughter.

.Monday, December 1, 2008 Y

As promised, im back with photos! :)
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Lets start with these... Yes, we went swimming again. But this time round i didnt join in cuz i thought my "auntie" will arrive ard that time. So both my men went in the pool and enjoyed themselves a lil, not a lot. Cuz, it is very wrong to go there during school holiday :( super packed ah! ok. Lets take a look bah...


When Jayr just went in... So excited and not afraid anymore!

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