.Wednesday, November 19, 2008 Y
Have you ever experience the whole real intact feeling of love? Or by loving someone?Like you love that person so much so that, if one day a doctor were to tell you that ur lover needs 3 packs of ur blood to survive, or one of ur kidneys, or portion of ur liver, u'd sign the agreement form with NO hesistation. Like if ur loved one choosen to part from you, u'd feel like dying, soul-less, empty, cried untill no tears, pain untill numb, feeling feverish everyday, the feel of hunger actually comforts you more, no confidence, feels ugly, demoralised, hate to go out and see other couples, even if ur feet got kiap by the door u will only say "ouch" in a low-coarse tone...... You wanna live forever together. You hope to die together. You wanna walk hand in hand together in this world and together in paradise one day. You wan everything to be you and him. You love someone so much that u dun care whether he/she is poor, cant provide you with sufficient food clothes and shettle, willing to starve together, fight the cold together, face the humilation together, give up all the luxury u once had.....Do you know how does the real deepest inner undescribable feeling feels like?The love.The heartbeats.The pain.The sweetness.The motivation.The sacrifices.The longing.The lust.The hatrads.The regrets.The hungrinessThe misses.....................................I know.
Jacky's Wife