.Saturday, October 11, 2008 Y
A feeling that i've been losing myself for some time.I have to smile, eventhough i din feel like smiling.I have to sing, eventhough i felt like shutting up.I have to move, eventhough i felt like lying as a corpse.I, like everyone else, does need some time for myself.I need to hide in my shell; to be myself for awhile.But, i have none.No time for myself; no time to be myself.Im with this crazy insanity again.I just couldn't help it.I have too much to think.Too much to worry.Too much to handle.Too little time for me.No family with me.No friends.Apart from all these...I am still happycontentedblissfulblessedto have such a sweet family of my own.However,i still feel somewhat empty inside...