♥幸福小女人♥

.Tuesday, September 30, 2008 Y

$300 is not enough.

Why? everything is getting more and more expensive nowadays. Like 6 $50 notes are so easily gone. wth.

Went to splurge again. But den, the things i splurged on are always rarely for myself. hmp.

Bought diapers to stock up, milk formulars too, babies food, etc. And, i finally got myself the desire multi-compartment pouch from Espirit. Hubby wanted to pay for it but den, i told him not. Cuz i think his money can save for better use on raining days. And den he kept insisted that i must get another foldable handbag, den ended up total damages of $70. wth. Dined at pizza hut. Jayr started his crap again. we have to take turn to carry him for a walk. wth. dun think i can go out by myself anymore. wth!!!

Lately, Jayr seems so bad tempered. Dunno why. is it bcuz of his teething? and also, he lost appetite. hai. how???

Waiting for Hubby to knock off and come home. den we are going to Parkway. hee. i intend to buy more apparels from cottons on. nice trendy shorts at $5!!! tops also $5, $7.50, $10... damn great deal\. dun miss! and also more lingeries!!!

here i come!

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11:16 AM

.Monday, September 29, 2008 Y

We heard the F1 vrrrrroooommmm!!!!

So well, yesterday we decided to go City area to spend our precious Sunday. Upon reaching there, i thought that we have made the wrong decision, cuz there surely damn crowded on weekends, moreover the F1 craze is still sizzling hot!

However, to our surprise, there werent much ppl there. But alot of tourists. Think these ppl paid to come here just for the F1 thingy. Anyway, we shopped around so freely, no crowd, no pushing and squeezing. woooosh! shiok.

And and and!
Around evening time, the race started. And even when we were shopping inside, we could hear the loud roars of those F1s! So excited can! Its like those ppl paid so much just to sit at the baystand and watch the cars passes by for less den 5 secs. We paid $0, and we could join in the atmosphere too! And alot of ppl went there just to enjoy the roaring, i think. Now i know why those policemen put on earplugs. sooooo loud!

But den, it was too loud that Jayr got frightened, and den he started crying so badly. we quickly went back into the shopping mall. But still can hear! lol. so bo bian, have to wait for them to end lo. Den after crying much, Jayr fell asleep on Daddy's shoulder again. poor boy.

And den, midnight, he got nightmare, i think. (-___-)

I told Hubby that, if i have the chance to meet Lewis Hamilton, i wanna give him a kaola bear hug! hehehehe~ well well. i dun anyhow hug ppl ok. But den, when i do, i wan many ppl to envy me! wahahaha~ hmmmm~

Shopped shopped and shopped~
We bought alot of clothings for ourselves from Cottons On. :)
Cheap. Casual. Trendy. Worth it.
And i did the shopping and Hubby jaga Jayr outside the shop. lol!

Went to Kiddy Palace. Bought Jayr a baby's animal soft book. He loves it! cuz he loves to snatch my book or magazine, but now he has his own. And also bought one "pacifier-look-alike". The shape is weird, U-shaped. Purpose is for teething. So when i put into his mouth, the U-shaped gummy will fit just perfectly for the whole stretch of gums(up and down). U know wat, Jayr dun wan his old pacifier anymore. lol. But that new one is not meant for sucking nah. bua tahan him.

Sat down at Maui Wowi again. Our favourite spot. Had our favourite drinks. And watch ESPN. and den continued jalan jalan.

hahahahaha~
Sorry again. too busy and tired to upload pics.
alot again!
hahaha~

Btw,

$$MONEY IS IN!!! $300!!!$$

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11:21 AM

.Saturday, September 27, 2008 Y

Just came back from shopping spree.
well actually no where further. Only tamp mall and century sq.

Cuz Jayr is down with fever:(
But we still gotta go out and get his milk, diapers, and our dinner.
So no choice, we tried to make it quick lo.

Think government money is coming soon, thus there are sales everywhere as u can see.
Hubby bought addidas' apparel, leather shoes for work.
Me got lingeries only.
Jayr got milk formula, diapers, Gerber fruit juices, Heinz baby fruits custard, teething gel, etc...

As u can tell, we always spent more on Jayr. And that today is not the end yet, tomo will be another round. lol. And when i got the money, i intend to get him some useful toys, clothes, and more food.

Hubby usually doesnt bear to spend on himself, but this time is no choice, cuz his shoes worn out and he prefers to wear addidas'.

I can never resist nice and beautiful lingeries. lol. im not done yet, wait till i got my share, i will buy more! lalalalala~ i need to buy some new clothes. Cuz i have lost some weight and is ready to fit in those trendy ones. hahaha.

Ya. i have lost 4kg this month. Or should i say these 2 weeks? hmmm...
I dunno why too. Past months i ate very little too, but still fat. But this month suddenly losing weight like mad. hmmm. mayb something corp up inside??

My hair is slightly longer now. Nicer. hahahaha.

Anyway, back to today.... we went to have our dinner at Din Tai Fung. Luckily it was Jayr's feeding time, and soon after that he fell alseep. and also bcuz the med caused him drowsy ba. So we actually had a nice dining moment. I love those xiao long baos!

Anyway, dun worry for Jayr. Thou he is feverish, but still super active and joyful. (-_-) lol. mayb bcuz of teething ba. just hope it will suside soon. He looks cute with the fever relief pat pasted on his forehead. lol. hahahaha.

Ok. end here. im so sleepy now. thats y this entry sounded abit weird eh.

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10:02 PM

.Friday, September 26, 2008 Y

Why human lies?

They lie to cover their *shames.

*Shame. Because thier pretty act got exposed. Because they know we knew they lied. Because they understand very well that they have lied alot. Because they couldn't get what they want. Because they lost their pride. Because they are the losers.

And when they lied for once, there will be no ending.
They have to create another better one to cover their previous one.
And the cycle of lies will continue this way again and again.

Black lies hurts alot. Harmful, cruel and heartless.
Usually they uses these to obtain what they wan,
to cover their shameful and un-reveal-able act,
to protest for their dark secrets.

White lies, thou meant well, but, still a lie.
Its ok if u apply them on kiddos,
cuz not everything they are suitable to know.
And blame them for asking so much.

But, use it as less as possible.
Cuz you wont know,
ppl like me just hate all lies.

Different shades of lies.
Individual's judgement.
Some finds it hurtful. Others finds it acceptable.
Some finds it fun. Others might find it offend-sive.

Nevertheless,
majority of the lies hurts alot.

Not bcuz im petty,
thou i am petty,
but i just cant tolerate a small lie.
I hate lies.
Worst, if my loved ones lied.

Whoever love lies?
But none hate it as much as i do.

Cuz i grew up in a dark unsecure world,
full of lies and harmful threats.
Even close kins were the predators,
and im always their prey.

If u were me,

mother, brother, best friends,
all lied to you,
set traps on you,
turn their back on you,
made up stories of you,

would you still love and trust any human being that passes by ur life?

oh i forgot.

U ppl never gone thru a single sadness bt my shits.
so ur opinion might not be what i concur.

Lies are so humilating, that i felt like strangling that one that made me look like a fool not to expose them.

If you wanna be my friends, soulmate, bff,
learn ur honesty first.

And also,
be there for me. (listening ears will do *loves*)

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4:44 PM

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Think more den twice before u lie to me.

I hate lies,
and i hate my loved ones to lie to me.

Nothing else hurts more den lies.

I have forsaken many friends,
because i knew they lied too much.

I hate many ones untill now,
because they cant stop lying.

If anyone of u still have no idea why i disfriend u,
is because,
U HAVE LIED TOO MUCH ALREADY.

I cant tolerate lies.
It is humilating,

There are black lies and white lies,
and many different shades of grey lies...

But i just cant accept any one,
even the white one.

I wonder why is it so hard for human to be honest
and frank
and striaghtforward...

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12:46 PM

.Thursday, September 25, 2008 Y

Second entry of the day..... pls note :)
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I've done with my chores, and feeling rather bored right now. So i thought it would be nice of me to dropby here to type some random thingy to entertain myself, and you... dun mind.
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Im drinking this flower tea right now. Like got many flowers(i dunno wat), red dates and rock sugar in it. Bought it sometime back, at NTUC. hmm... Not bad. Dun ask me bt the brand, cuz i dunno too. some random kuku one. :x
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Im feeling sooooo uncomfy. eeeeeuuuuuu!
Just kinda feels disgusting and........ ya, nauseous :(
This shitty feeling just wont fade away!
Have been lingering ard for weeks and its torturing enough that i wan it to go away now! arrrrrgh~ my head is spinning too :( arrrrggghh~
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Dun start. Dun start. Dun start!!!
Dun start suspecting that im pregnant.
Well, mayb im not.
Or mayb im just having my pms and also i ate very little, thus, cuzing this gastric problem and low blood pressure.
*cross fingers*
My period usually falls on last week of the month, or even last day. Not accurate one. So we got one more week to determine. or rather, when it comes, i'll feel much safer
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OooooooOOooooooOOOoooh!
I dun wan to be preggy now :(
Pls.....
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Hubby is at airport having his wine training now.
Initially thought me and Jayr can go meet him there.
But in the end, he told me not to.
wth.
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Oh God.
This feeling is seriously not good.
I gotta stop here like tat.
im soooo sick!

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5:12 PM

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Anyway, thanks Xinyi for the link:

Nestle's

So, its like, the packing of cereal box stated that they are manufactured and packed in Malaysia, and den imported by Singapore. So this mean it is safe for consumtion or not? Impossible that Singapore unpack everything to check and den repack them back for selling ya? i dunno. whats ur say? gotta discuss with my Hubby before allowing Jayr to take again.

If all are safe, den i would be more den happy. Cuz eventhough Heinz's products are safer, but the cereal tastes sucks and Jayr doesnt like it at all. So now its like he only willing to eat those sweet and yummy puree. (-_-) The cereal is definitely way more lousy den Nestle's. And lesser choice too. how sad. And Nestle has got fruits, vege, honey, chicken, ikan bilies, etc... but his favourite is the fruits with rice cereal one. Anyway, heinz's strawberry and banana custard tastes awesome! i like it too! lol.

Also, Jayr's one more new love is the rusks. So hard and unbreakable, but he managed to eat half within 2 long hours. very good! so next time, feel free to meet me up. cuz i have got something to keep him busy with! like last night, we went out for dinner, and den usually he would make a fuss and want us to carry, but instead he was so engrossed in chewing that stick of hard rusk. uhh-huh.. i will post photos tomo to show u. :)

p/s: just talked to Hubby on the phone. he said since singapore declared that Nestle is safe den let Jayr continue with his cereal lor. yeah! and parents, no worries anymore! but, bad thing is, the usual biscuits he eat, are on the list too! ahhhh!

See how shameful China is now?! wtf. Den in order to destroy more evidences, they fed their farm animals with the milk, watered the vege with milk, add into all dairy products, sold it to other greedy countries with very very low rate... CB! they have done enough evil deeds! pls throw all or whatever, but dun harm anyone anymore! I just afraid that they will dump it into sea and den the fishes will suffer. Den there is nothing else edible and safe in their country anymore. poor citizens. Just feel so ashame to be chinese now. hai....

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I feel so tired.

Hubby had high fever for 3 days.

I handled Jayr alone from day to night, night to day.

Everything all by myself.

And i have to look after him and serve him.

Suddenly, i felt like running away from everything.

I need a break.

Or mayb im running towards freedom?

I dunno.

I need some space for myself.

I need assurance.

I need to rest.

I need to clear my thoughts.

I need to breathe...

I need to find back myself; my soul.

Pls...

For God's sake....

spare me some ample rest...

Please....

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1:04 PM

.Wednesday, September 24, 2008 Y

Ok. So like yesterday we went to NTUC to look for better and safer babies' food.

And den we bought few of Heinz products.
Purees, rusks, cereal, juices...

And it stated clearly that Heinz are 100% from Australia.

Heinz

So parents, do consider to stop giving ur child nestles' products. as i've mentioned, thou no mentioning of such, however few of their products are found affected. therefore, i hereby advice u to put a stop.

Campbell's canned soups, sadly, gotta avoid too.

Vitamins gotta choose wisely and cautious-ly.

As long as u see "Made In China", turn away and no matter how much cheaper it is den usual, dun buy!

We saw Wall's magnum ice creams selling at low price, but who cares now?! I used to love it, but not anymore.

China is such a disgrace to all chinese. Wat a loser. They should be glad that they are catching up with the modern city pace, but why ruin it all with these greeds?
And everytime, why let babies and children be the victims?
They are so much worse den beasts, den monsters, den devils, den ghosts...

And also, popular babies tidbits, the one that looks similar to wang wang, (where u can find at kiddy palace too), AFFECTED TOO!
So parents pls stop. I know many are giving that to their kids, but pls stop!

Remember, better is to get products that are from Australia, Netherland, Ireland, Singapore....

Dun listen to old folks' theory. u are the parents and u shld decide what to give or not to give.

Btw, watching "True Blood" now. New drama. Go catch it! Vampires theme. Very nice! sidereel.com.... :)

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12:32 PM

.Tuesday, September 23, 2008 Y

I have totally no confidence in any products i saw on the sleves, be it supermarket, minimart, or whatsoever.

Ppl might say that things sold by huge organisation's supermarket should be safe for comsumtion. However, i still have many doubts in it.

Like now, we should all avoid buying products that are made in china. And must choose with caution. But, like some food products are from malaysia and indonesia, these 2 countries are somehow "dangerous" too.
They can like just change the packings, or still use that poisonious milk powder in some other items. y i think so, cuz they gave me an impression that, they do business in a way that, as long as their cost is low and made no loss, and of cuz high profits!

I am in a dilemma whether or not to continue giving Jayr the nestle cereal. Thou, no mention of this product, but yesterday i saw that one of their products, Nespray milk powder is affected too. So how to not worry? Like parents giving their babies Nan infants' milk formular, i think they should consider changing it. Cuz Nestle is so scary now.

Chocolates, ice creams, yogurts, biscuits, etc.... mostly are my favourites. But all are to be forsaken.

Hai... So now, i think i will have no choice but to go organic. Same goes to Jayr. I will choose products that are organic and if possible, from other countries such as Netherland, Ireland, Australia, Singapore, etc...

Avoid China, Malaysia, Indonesia, Brunei, HongKong, Taiwan....

Mayb u think im over paranoid, but hello, it isnt fun at all to play with my son's health and life.

And....

Fuck those cruel, heartless bastards who created all these harmful threats! And how many more lives they wanna take away?! fuck them all! and it aint enough to send u to hell! all should be put in a torture cell and slowly torture to death!!!! i dun care how they die, but i wan them all to suffer all the pains, frighten, mental torture and depression!!! And they have to suffer all the karmas for many many many lifes!!!

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2:13 PM

.Sunday, September 21, 2008 Y

Another boring weekend :(

Thou, today is Hubby's off day and im supposed to be happily enjoying my day. well, he's having high fever and flu now. such a hot weather huh... think it must be some bugs or viruses la.

Wanted to tag along to clinic, but last min Jayr fell asleep. so Hubby gotta make his way there all alone. dunno he can make it ma :(

went to tamp mall. no choice gotta go cuz we have to buy Jayr's milk formular, cereal, puree, and some stuffs. and today's will be Jayr last tin of step 1. and next week we will start him with step 2. and the tin is pink in colour lor! lol.

My pathetic mouth has got 3 ulcers! damn pain nah. like, i cant smile widely, cant yawn, cant eat properly, cant bite jayr's drumstick... its killing me!!! like normal self also pain la!

i am getting worser in blogging. damn.
time to buck up man!

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7:53 PM

.Saturday, September 20, 2008 Y

>>>Back to normal.
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I am not going to download msn live messenger anymore, y cuz this lappy is getting terribly sick, therefore to avoid more "'infection", would rather keep it this basic way. However, worry not, i've decided to use eBuddy from now on. Needless to download and can still chat as per normal. goody! But i doubt its not as harmful as msn. hmm. well, at least i need not have to remove la, delete la, scan la, restart la... scan ya. have to.

Jayr is alright now. I have increased his milk intake to 7oz(5 hourly). In between i gave him cereal, puree or rusk. He still like to drink alot of water. good sign, but im afraid he might get too full with water. :(

Today seems like its gonna be a super long boring day. Boring Saturday always. Have u heard of weekends blue? im having it. (-_-)
And this blogsite is getting boring and toning down. wth.
Mayb i should do some soul search before i start again?
Whatever. its my diary.
and whether u like it or not, its none of my worry.
i write what i wan, and i expect myself to be happy.

so fucking hungry right now. so what?

anyway, all dramas are getting boring.
wth.

oh Buddha, i need money.
heeeeelppppp....

Whatever.
Think the crisis will be over soon. freak not.
Its just that, from now on, their government will be having most of the rights and attorities. good or bad? u judge.

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3:51 PM

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I am willing and i wanna work things out with Hubby.
I am not and i dun wanna have anything to do with that "somebody".

I had enough, and i think u have reached my limit.

I dun see any reason that i must respect you,
or pity you,
or......

bcuz, u never respect me,
never pity me,
never.......

So, i shan't say anymore to make this more nasty den ever.
I am forever NOT forgiving.
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A big hu-ha in the morning.
Its ok now.
cuz he came back all the way to apologise,
and den went back to work.
i am touched.
cuz i know he cares.
:)

I am longing for the day,
when i can successfully get outta here.

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12:15 PM

.Friday, September 19, 2008 Y

Last night, Hubby did a whole cleanup for this sick lappy, and den he deleted quite a few of the harmful programmes and also deleted my msn. wth.
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WAT THE HELL!!!

And den when i questioned him on the phone just now, he said the virus scan shown that msn is on the high risk, therefore he deleted it. wth. and den he asked me to download again if i wan. wth. wth. wth. (-_-)

Dunno whether is it bcuz of the teething, Jayr seems to lose some of his appetite. hmm. so vex over this. u know, as a mother, if u see ur child refused to drink milk, u will surely feel upset and clueless. so what am i gonna do bt this? however, he wants to drink water. and its alot of water. like 2-3 btls per day. (4oz btl) weird? tell me how.

"somebody" requested to see my son. but of cuz i refused. and "somebody" kept nagging and pestering my Hubby bt this, and thus caused my Hubby frustrated and den quarrelled with me over nothing. and y everytime we got heated up bcuz of "somebody's" nonsense? now den realised it was wrong to treat me that way and also wrong to ignore everything. isnt it too late? tell me why must i forgive and forget. why? i dun see a reason there. yes. i am petty. so what? my pettiness harms noone and ur selfishness and laziness can kill many ones. and den after all the shits i have went thru, and now that we dun need u to do anything, den u start asking ppl to forgive and forget and grant ur everything? fat hope. hello, i am not any tom, dick or henry, for you to manipulate with. and i am not the simple person for you to bully! so wait long long for the day to see my son.

and obviously, Hubby was like talking for her.

u know, that irked me more. and thats y, i couldn't tolerate anymore.

Just one more nonsense i will bring my son and myself out of this house.

and i need noone's permission!

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1:37 PM

.Wednesday, September 17, 2008 Y

Ok. so like the morning one is just someting i wanna jot down in my diary...
(^o^) i am a very good wife! haha.
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We went to TPY HDB Hub yesterday afternoon. Went there to sign a somewhat form to declare that i am unemployed, and also need to pass them some urgent documents. All these are for the housing loan.
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When we reached there, Hubby told me to sit there and wait awhile, while he needed to attend to his natural call.
Sat there, and many things went through my mind. Suddenly, i feel like an 100% adult, and no more whining like lil girl for me anymore. I am somebody's wife and somebody's mother, i must watch my behaviour and always be there for them.
Its like, how i miss those days... when everyone still treated me as lil girl and pampered me alot. but den, now they will ask me to handle everything by myself, make my own decision, and expect me to know everything.
u know how i feel?
Like, u can no longer act cute or throw ur missy temper, cuz noone will buy that crap anymore. they're expecting alot from u. alot alot alot. hai.
Goodbye, lil Ines....
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After which, we went to amk central to walk around. Bought mainly food and drinks. lol. we are like always hungry like that. Den walked to Courts, and they have this sale, but too bad we haven got our flat yet...
And guessed what?
I met Chunchen. lol. didnt went up to talk to him. just waved and said hi.
arrrrrgh! y must let ppl see the fatty and messy me?! gosh~!
I only allow those whom i feel comfortable with, to see. lol.
u girls are lucky... wahahaha.
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Back to the HDB thingy. We put in the form that we are hoping to get 5 rooms unit, but dunno can pass anot. That person said, they will note it in the letter saying which one we are eligible for.
e.g: 3 rms, 4 rms and 5 rms. / 3 rms and 4 rms./ whatever la.
lol. definitely they wont put "whatever la".. lol.
SO, i do wish that i can see something like, "3 rms, 4 rms and 5 rms." on the letter.
Oh Buddha, pls help me!!!
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hai. but i never work, and they're basing on Hubby's income and situation. wth. Can they listen to me that i have ALOT of money from previous house?! lol.
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After a long day, Jayr finally cannot bear his sleepyness anymore. And den Daddy Quek gotta carry him like this all the way home.
Im glad that im married to a very devoted Daddy for Jayr :)

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3:00 PM

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SMS:

"Baby, thanks for helping me with my thing last night.

From that, i can tell you are a very good wife.

No matter what, u will always be there for me.

I love you..."

I am a very good wife!!!

*swirling around*

and next i wanna hear jayr say,

mummy thanks for love and concern,

u are a very good mummy!

(^-^)

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11:22 AM

.Tuesday, September 16, 2008 Y

Too lazy to upload all the pics, therefore i only do a few here just to blog abt something i wanna say. :)
Friendster have alot, so go there and see. hee :)
(sorry pammy:( u faster go set up one nah~)
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Btw, has anyone drank ur teh-tarik via this way>>>

As usual, whenever we dropped by a indian cuisine stall for our meal, Hubby would surely order this. And this is the first time in my 21 years of life, i've seen teh-tarik being served in such manner. mayb im kuku? hur hur. But tell me, what is the exact way to drink via this?

Den my smart hunk, decided this is the way it should be. haha. i dunno. he said this way, u wont get scald by the super hot metal cup. wat u think? i told him, mayb the prata man want him to tarik the teh by himself lah. right? lol.

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And this is the "21st Entry" i owed u peeps for so long... hehehe~

Sorry sorry lor!

On my exact birthday, Hubby brought me to our first "pak-tor" venue, which is city area, and most things happened at the Esplanade, i should say. :x lol.

Over there, he started to tell our precious son bt our love history... but all went mad! He said i was the one who kissed him, hugged him, seduced him, proposed to him. *roll eyes* whatever~

Dunno who was the one lor.... hmp!

Anyway, when we were about to go home, he stopped me and asked me to wait.

And den, he went over to the Chocz counter and select a cake. I went over and said dun buy the whole cake, cuz noone will finish that, moreover their whole cake, less den 1kg, costs $30 already. And den he bo bian gotta buy a slice only cuz he din wan more nag.

Never did i know that......

Hubby:" nah... this is ur birthday cake. though yesterday u had already but i still wan u to have it on ur actual day... but u dun wan the whole cake one huh..."

Damn. i nearly wanted to bang my head against the wall lor. :( everytime i was the one who spoilt his plan. arrrgh!!! stupid Ines!!!

One slice costs $8! But, this is the more marvellous cake i've ever had in my entire life!

Not only because it was from my love, but it really does taste so bagus! I forgot the name of it. But like inside there's rum, mousse, fudge, sponge cake... all chocolaty!

Oh my! i know its sinful, but pls just allow me to commit this crimson deed for once!

or mayb i should say, for whenever i chance upon this cakey. hee!

"Dear Hubby, words cant describe truely bt my love for you... And "thank you" is always not enough to tell you how much i appreciates ur every lil effort. I can feel our love getting stronger each day. the passion is growing madly. U always ask me do i know that u love me alot, i know, and i wan you to know that i love you alot and more den anything else... And i am missing u every second whenever u weren't with me. And i know this is what u dying to know. yes. i miss you very much. i love you very deeply and madly too... i love you~!"

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And i know u r reading this. *wink* *muack*
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And happened that they were celebrating the lantern festival.

It was so difficult to make bb look at the camera cuz he was more curious bt those "Da Tou Wawa". and the "hu lu"... lol.

Me and my precious. At the spot where his Daddy kissed me forcefully, cuz he was afraid that i will reject to be his gf again. So he decided to do that, den i will lan lan and stay with him. (-__-") very smart.

back then, we walked from PS to esplanade. and dunno what kept us so energetic. mayb that was what u called "the power of love". and the traffic was busy as usual. He told me that we have to cross that road in order to get to our destination. and i asked how. without second word, he held my hand and we dashed through those busy cars like that. When we finally reached the other side, i tried to withdraw my hand, but he refused to let go, and held on tightly. and den he turned to me and said, "once i held ur hand, and that will be forever. and i'll never let go..."

And den after that u know la....

Will be continued...

27thOct. hee.

My second advance Birthday celebration>>>

Pink Champagne :D

Hubby bought this for me. wooooosh! and i heard this is no low class one ok.

He said, 21 must pop champagne to celebrate, thus he bought this for me! i love it! i love hubby more! hee.

So that day, i finished up this bottle, mostly, cuz they said this tastes like red wine and they dun like. whatever. dun like better. expensive champagne from Hubby should be all drank by me! hahahahaha~!

And also some other random drinks la.

I only know i ended up getting tipsy that night. hohoho!

It felt so great to have ur loved ones surround you on this special occasion.

And no words can describe how best i felt when i have Jayr in my arms while making my wishes. :D

Darling was so engrossed with the cake cuz he know he can eat! lol.

Yesterday i met up with mL, and she treated me for dinner.

Thanks girl!

And also sorry for Jayr's craps :(

Though it was short one, and also damn short cuz most of the time Jayr was throwing his tantrum. damn malu la! and i have to bring him all the way to very far to change his diaper. arrrrrrgh! and when he finally sleep, my food turned cold. :( and also the restuarant is closing. :( so next time, when we meet up, its better we go for drink only. haha.

Well, mL has became so femine and pretty now. how much i envies... sobz!

I dunno what to do to gain back my confident and charms. how?!

She's so skinny somemore! still dare to tell me she wanna gain weight. hai. qi si ren!

i give you some la ok??? lol.

Anyway, nice meeting up with u.

And sure, when i got my house, i will surely invite u and all! all peeps are welcome! wooooooooooosh!

Fucking tired now. so sleepy. my eyes are half opened when im typing these. ok. so now i shall stop here.

till then.

bye!

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10:04 PM

.Monday, September 15, 2008 Y

Ok. So later in the evening im gonna meet mL, like finally~! so happy can. its like i can finally go out and meet friends after so long...

And yes, that somebody is not at hm. wooooosh.

Hubby off tomo. :D

See, September is actually not a bad month for me ya.

hmm...

While Jayr is taking his nap now, i shall seize this chance to pack everything and get ready a lil.

I have uploaded pics at friendster already. Many.
Here, gotta wait for the day when im very energetic and free. haa. cuz i had a taste from the previous long entry already. no more thanks.

Anyway, hmmmm... im hungry right now :(

So i'll blog again tonight or tomo. see how nah. till then.
Love ya all~!

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4:04 PM

.Sunday, September 14, 2008 Y

14th September 2008,
Jayr started teething on this day, which is today! the first tiny sight of his tooth is finally appearing. :D

He was playing with me as usual, and den bite my finger as usual, and den i felt a sharp pain which is unusual, so i quickly put him down and do a check. wow! really! i saw something there! like, the "head" of the tooth stuck right there. haha.
I quickly sms-ed Hubby and told him bt it. He replied and told me to take a pic and mms him, but i didnt, apparently its the tiny "head" that i saw and nothing more, so i doubt he will be able to see anything from the pathetic photo. so no.

And today Jayr kept saying "papa bao bao" for the entire whole day. and my proud Hubby just couldn't resist this lil brat's temptation.
well, looks like i must have a girl to bring back my confidence, somehow.

And of cuz, baby making will only be started when we settle our butts there at last. I dun wanna be preggy now and den when we get our new homey, and i just cant do this and that, cuz there are just too many old folk's rules to follow, u see. And certainly i must oblige all....., as the previous.

Im at The L Word season 3.
Season 1 is full of sex scenes. Season 2 just mainly plays about relationships and love.
Season 3 looks abit insane somehow... well, gotta watch more to comment better.

I din even have a time for GG2. Looks like i would rather wait till some time later den catch many at one go. I prefer it this way, rather den waiting and longing every week. Just so shitty to core.

Weaning can somehow drives me mad. Like, sometimes bb wanna eat more, and sometimes he just refused to open his mouth at all. and like now, i make it a way that since he is taking his milk for 5 hourly, so every interval, i will feed him some cereal or puree. Well, at least i am ensured that he is having sufficient feeding everyday. If u calculated, 5 hourly is actually is long drag, and if he's only taking cereal once a day, and that wont even be enough for his growth, im afraid. of cuz, not a big bowl for every feeding la. since he got no patience to finish up a big bowl, i might as well make it a few times. And i have calculated, that will be 2-3 times a day and milk will be 4 times a day. And good news for us will be that he no longer have to wake up in the night for feeding. hurrray!!! finally we can have some long peaceful sleep :D

Today is Lantern Festival. No programme for us. And no lantern for Jayr. y cuz, the lanterns are all so ugly! y?! i thought, and i remembered that when i was young, we would have many choices of beautiful lanterns to choose from, but why not today? wth. all are like something gotta do with the beijing's big thing. (i suddenly dunno how to spell the "O" word.) and obviously, those candle ones arent suitable for Jayr to hold. whatever. Just hope next year's will be better. Too bad Hubby gotta work tomo morning, otherwise we can go Chinese Garden. haha. Rather a mad idea, cuz from Tampines to there is like one end to another!!! siao!

I didnt turn up for my cousin's wedding. Yeah, nothing to wear plus, non of them told me that its a afternoon cocktail session cum lunchie! so hubby didnt even apply leave cuz he thought he might be able to make it for the dinner. whatever, save my money. hur hur hur. what money are we talking bt here? lol.

Anyway, tomo, i am so dying to get outta here and meet ML. just hope, u know...... yea...... f*.

Tomo peeps! tomo, i promised that i will post up all the pics. yesh. so be back to check it out :p

You'll never know how happy and greatful i am to have Jayr as my Son... :D

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5:58 PM

.Saturday, September 13, 2008 Y

Now that we can finally start thinking of which part of singapore shall we move in and settle our butts there... well, good news is, now that i not only have one place for option, but 2! yeah... So right now, Hubby and i are still considering bt it. i cant name them here, cuz they is a spy, and i know she will definitely spread it to..... u know... whatever. go to hell if u're gonna mess up my life like that. does it matter alot to u, or them? whatever~

I am like totally excited with this new house thingy. So like, we are going to shop for furniture, electronics, kitchen wares, lotsa stuffs u know... and i once said that i wan a big refrigerator, big washing machine, big wardrobe, big tv, big bed, big big many things. hahaha. my wishes are coming true~~~

I was so busy that i didnt even have some time for my GG episode 2, and more of L word... wth. Btw, i salute to the preggy who acted in L word. hohoho! wat a unusual sight.

U know, i was thinking like, will Jayr get jealous if we carry his new sibling? I bet he will! He is so attached to us and really, we pampered him alot and if a new member were to stole most of his "limelight", he will definitely go boo-hoo! lol.

Regarding yesterday's entry, about the baby making plan. I thought like it would be nice if i have a ox baby and den a rabbit baby! hee. cuz i seriously wan a rabbit baby, u see... So like if i have ox baby next year, den bo bian surely have to wait for rabbit to have another one right? hahahaha! smart ines~ Hubby wan Tiger and Dragon bcuz both "wang" him alot... wth. den wat bt me? to be fair, why not 1 wang him and the other wang me. right? But you see, if u notice the sequence of the zodiac, Tiger and Dragon are no. 3 and 5 respectively, and rabbit no.4. So if i bear him a Tiger to wang him, den very soon i must have a Rabbit for myself! Same thing as if i have Rabbit, den following year must give him a Dragon! wth. Too rush lor! wat if im gonna have c-sect again? cannot la.. my wound needs time to recover completely. Like now, going 6 months, yet my wound still hurts. :( And den the rest of the animals will be too far apart. I wanna bear him all before i turn 26. Cuz i think that women from 25 to 35 are the most gorgeous and mature beauty. So i aint gonna waste my years like that. I must look gorgeous for that 10 yrs or so. hahaha.

Ok. so right now, i die die must slim down alot, so that my next pregnancy i wont go fatter and fatter ya. hai. in means more stretched marks, more cellulite, more white hairs, more hairfall, more sleepless nights. gosh!

I am looking forward to Monday, cuz ML is coming to meet me~ woooosh! i miss my girl so much. Well, and hopefully that somebody not at home, else wise, i will never even step out of my room. :( heeeeellllppppp!!!!

There is this kind of thing like u can calculate ur menstration circles plus this and that and den u can try for any gender u like. hahaha. true anot? i must start google bt it. :D

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11:56 AM

.Friday, September 12, 2008 Y

Hubby: so have u thought of when are u gonna give me no.2 and so on...?

Me: urrmm... mmm.... u? what you think?

Hubby: erm... next yr? a tiger baby not bad... or...

Me: but i wan a rabbit baby, like me... and tat will be 3 yrs later...

Hubby: and den the 3rd one? when? if drag too long they will probably have age gap or generation gap...

and den we started discussing bt zodiac compatiblity and stuffs.

Hubby: ok. we are going to have one Tiger baby and one Dragon baby.

apparently Rabbit baby is out cuz that will be too close in gap.

Me: (staring blankly in his face) mmm...

Hubby: Oh... so next year you have to get pregnant.

Me: i wan a girl can?

Hubby: can... i will control my sperms... haha.

Me: hahahaha... how to? there's switch buttons in there?

Hubby: only i can and others cant... hehehehe... and, how many u wan? 3?

Me: the fortune teller said we will have 3... and how many more u wan?

Hubby: mmm... as many as possible. if we are wealthy, den have a dozen... if no money den 4 or 5.... heeee...

Me: WHAT?!

Hubby: *muacks many times*

and so, i am going to get myself and my body prepared for the next cuddly cutie... Healthy is my main motto now. Thinks healthy, eats healthy, drinks healthy, behaves healthy, everything healthy.... well, it seems rather heart warming and romantic when both of u are ready and preparing for baby. the moment is so sweet and nervous... so till then. cheers to our baby making plan. :)

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11:55 PM

. Y

Hello all, we are at Starbucks now... relaxing and killing some time...
My old man is paying all his attention to his gameset, and my young man is sleeping soundly in his pram. And i thought, it would be good if i make good use of this time to blog something...
A blog without photos, and i hope u dun mind =)

Looks like we are getting more and more lazy to walk about, rather, we would definitely love to find a nice spot, sit and enjoy some delicious drinks.

Lau gong gong and Lau po po... :D

Good news! >>>

My flat is sold! Finally...
And next month, early Oct or mid Oct, we will be going to view for our desire love nest... !!! omg~ u dunno how happy am i!!! no words can describe my happiness! so excited to core~ lalalalala~
I must be so lucky to meet such a capable agent and i must be so blessed that the lady luck is shining on me now... :)

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Jayr darling is so greedy now. He wants to eat whatever we eats. lol. He is taking cereal. Many different flavours from nestle. I even give him a rusk to bite. :D He has got so many toys that i have no place or box to keep all. haha. really a spoilt brat. I love it when he look at me and talk... as if he got so much to say, to share... and i love it when he look at me and say "bao bao"... :)
Recently, i have this kinda thought of having few more... hahahaha...
And i believe all will be like Jayr too... so smart and adorable...
I wan girl for next! i dun care... hahaha.
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Heard that next month everyone is getting the government money again right? woooosh! i have so many things on mind now. i know i have to be thrifty, but how? Jayr needs so many things as he grows... and me? i seriously need to buy more bras cuz all are too small for me now. why?! my busts size seems to keep increasing. funny. and i wanna buy more clothings, make ups, shoes... haha. women always find their cloths never enough... :)
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My relationship with Hubby seems to improve alot. We are so much closer, sweeter, and harmonious now. I hope this will be the way till forever...
and how long is forever?
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They certainly forgotten bt my birthday. Although i din inform them bt my new no. but i know, they wont bother to call me anymore. unless, they have found out that i have sold my flat and they are coming after for money. do u really think they will bother to call and ask bt my well being? N-O. hai... when i gave birth, non concern at all. so now, its only a small case, dun think they would even care at all.
It aint shocking if one day my bro (my dad's stepson), went to legally change his surname.
Well, i dun care. and neither will my dad.
We are more den happy that if he would do so.
Cuz by den he wont even have any legal right to ask my anything.
whatever.
from now on, they are totally outta my life.
GOODBYE!
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21 is definitely a auspicious combined digits for me :)
And everything is somehow on my plan. Everything is getting on so smoothly for me now. Like, what else can i ask for right? hmmm...
For so long i didnt feel so lucky already. :)
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Jayr is so tempremental nowadays.
Hai... *shake head*
this brat has got a really bad temper.
hai... i scolded him and den he dun wan me to carry.
wth...
lol...
got my character. haha. this is karma.
RETRIBUTION!!!
WAHAHAHA~
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5:59 PM

.Wednesday, September 10, 2008 Y

Ohwell...

Tired to the extreme...

Gotta ask u peeps to excuse me for a day again.

Tomo!

Tomo, i promised i'll do a proper first post as a 21.

Haha.

TWENTY ONE!!!

And hopefully, i am hardworking enough to upload pics.

This is the first birthday in my life that i didnt shed a single drip on tear.... :)
well, mayb i was getting abit emo in the evening, but i quickly carried Jayr from the pram and hugged him tightly, and he talked to me in his baby language, and den all blues went away like that. :)

Jayr; My Life
Jacky; My Heart

I love them alot~

=)

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11:26 PM

. Y

Happy Birthday, Ines!

I am legally 21.

I can do many things legally.

I am officially an adult.

I can watch adult movie.

I can.....

Well, actually without turning into 21,

I can already do many things.

And i am an adult already.

And i can make my own decision.

And i can just do anything as i wish!

So, apparently, there isnt much diff.

Mayb, one thing....

I can finally purchase our love nest!

Housing loan.

blablabla....

And ya know....

fuck those "21 yrs and above" rules and regulation.

and talk to my hand.

And fuck those we told me what to do.

Cuz i aint that lil girl u used to know.

I am a 21 yr old married woman, tending this lil sweet family, serving my hunky husband, loving my smart kid, and i'll just make sure that everything is in place. And my task is to love, to give, to protect, to serve, to endure, to whatever that i am suppose to accomplish as a wife; a mother.

Oh oh oh!!!!

Kiss me!

Lets all count with me-----

TODAY!!!! (^o^)!

CHEERS!

如果你也听说...
12:38 AM