This song is just so right for now..... Hope u understand the lyrics.
Define the word "Forgiveness". i really dunno what is that word. Its an alien to me somehow. Many a times in my heart i still have this anger and grudge but i dunno why i still can smile back. And after which when i wanna explain how pissed i was, ppl will think im crazy to bring it out again. cb. i shldn't have been so kind and soft hearted right. if i treat that dirty dog good, at least it will shake it's tail. whatever. i wont treat that dog good either. anyway, my life's quote of the day is, "dun get tied down for more miseries, for u will be hoping to turn back time, and that will never gonna happen."
I strongly believe in karma. I had a share; or maybe im still having.... what goes around, comes back all the way around. I really have no idea what i have done in my previous life, that now i have to suffer these shites. What did i owe him den? Really so much meh? now i even bear him a son. still not enough with this huge gift?! whatever la. i am hoping for nothing now. just that i wish i could turn back time. which is impossible!
Dilemma. If i could turn back time. If i choose to stay away from him. Den means wont even met Jayr now, right? how? i wan Jayr. I still wan Jayr, if i was given the chance again. But i dun wan ______. u know.... how?
BYE.
Jacky's Wife
