♥幸福小女人♥

.Sunday, July 6, 2008 Y

Hey all! Sorry to keep you peeps waiting and longing... hee. Im finally back with many pics and ya, finally not lazy to upload and blog... haa.

Well, actually i had logged on many times already but just too lazy to start blogging la. haa. I tried to, but to no avail... lol. paisay la!

Okok. Lets start my nonsenses, beginning from here...... :p

Darling on walker.... Sat in only, still dunno how to move la.... lol.

He was obviously more interested in those buttons and toys.

We went over to relatives' place and they have baby too, thus our darling Jayr have the chance to sit on the walker for a try. lol. They called me kiasu, cuz bb is only 3 months and i made him sit on walker. lol. but hello!!! Ur baby is 5 months already yet he also only sit there and not moving lor! Worst is he dare not sit for long! not like my Jayr, sit and hit the buttons and squealed in delight~ hmmm... Mummy so proud of you...
Dun you ever call me kiasu or give any comments without knowing that my baby is catching up real fast den urs! arrrgggh!
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As i have mentioned before that i am getting Jayr a new pram. And yes, here it is, combi new model... Blue of cuz. The handle is reversable and basket is big enough. I love this new pram~!

Jayr in it waiting for Hubby....

He has got many new gadgets, namely the pacifier clip, the blue multitoy, the neck rest....

The neck rest somehow makes him look gu niang eh? hahaha

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The blue monster... Is actually a multitoy. It goes rattling, rustling, squealing, and a button goes boing~

Jayr loves this new toy alot. Cuz we will play with him using this. It can produce many sounds, thats y babies love it. We bought it at Toy'R'Us. Hubby saw it on the shelf den took it and played with Jayr. I see him so happy and laughing, thus we decided to bring it home with us lor. haa.

My dad used to say that one day when i have my own kids, i will definitely spoilt them. That time i defended and said i wont, instead i will lecture them and be a strict mama. haa. Never say too early, cuz now as you can see, i really pamper Jayr alot.

Well, he is my precious gem after all~

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Ok, now the next big thing is, Jayr can hold something firmly already. What's more? HE can hold his own teether can put into his mouth! hee. And whats more more more??? He will go smiling and talking and squealing whenever he plays with his teether... So cute to the max la~

But i doubt that he is teething now... Not now.

Look at his hiao expression.

Speak no evil. :x

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Time flies and bu zhi bu jue, my bb is already 3 months~!

Well, i can say i am proud to be a mum. Especially a mother of Jayr Quek. He never failed to brighten my day. When he cries, i fred. When he smiles, I smile too... Thats the wonderful and amazing thing bt being a parent. And when you are feeling low, the thoughts of ur baby will definitely makes ur blue go away for awhile...

If weren'r for Jayr, i dunno what am i living for now?

Ever since the day i have him, i am like living for him only, but not myself. Everything i do, i do it for him, and for his sake. I wanna give him all the best i could afford. I wan him to be envied by others, not via versa... cuz i know the feeling is no good... i went thru all those before. I never had a wonderful childhood days like others do, that is why i truely understand what a kid really want and what they dun wish to have encounter... I wan Jayr to have lesser or no regrets bt life. I wan him to know what is love and love truely exist. Though i encountered non real love in this shitty life.

Here are some random ones... Look, you peeps have went thru all these with me. Amazing isn't it?

You see me pregnant.

You see me getting married.

You see me happy.

You see me down.

You see me slim.

You see me fat.

You see me in hospital.

You see me fianlly delieverd Jayr.

You see Jayr as a newborn.

You see him full month,

You see him grow...

And now,

you peeps see him learning so much and graiwng so much...

and definitely, there are more to come and more for you to catch up...

So dun give up on us ya.... keep watching and pray for us...

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Ok, new thing again. Hubby bought a neew cardigan for Jayr. Sooo cute. I cant help but to keep laughing when i see him wearing that...

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Nowadays, Jayr is giving me lots of his crap. haiz... *shake head*

Well, what to do, this is the part of his growing up process. We were all like this weren't we?

Sometimes, i think i was the one whom spoilt him bah... haha. Better to amend now before its too late....( the creepy part is, i am listening to my media player and suddely the song goes, "its too late to apologise...its too late~")

My life is is full of ups and downs. who's doesnt? but mine is really FULL of ups and downs... you know what i mean???

I have noone to turn to or talks to when i really need someone to be there for me. haiz... i dun need whatever best friend thing la. cuz its kinda a hurting fact that "best friend" is just merely a term to use on those whom you know longer? ha, how funny. Well, i find that most of you peeps can rather be catorized as my "best friend", y cuz you peeps are always there for me when im down. And i definitely received replies from you...

Well, or mayb we shoudn't catorised friends as "best friends" or " normal friends"? Cuz by this, whether or not they treat you as a "best friend" or not, you wont be bothered or hurt. Right???

Dun come and tell me im ur best friend or sister, cuz action speaks louder den words.

RIGHT?!

Many told me that if they were me, they wont even bother to entertain these knn ppl at all. But why am i always being so soft hearted?

Well no more.

We are adults already. Its time to wake up and do some soul searching. There is no need for me to teach whoever how to treat someone sincerely, right?

I gotta stop here.

Blog again tomo....

One last pic for you peeps....

Good Night~!!!!!

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