Its now 1.30a.m. sharp... and im still freaking awake at this wee hour...Feeling not right. obviously unhappy bt shit stuffs... again.I dunno what shld i blog abt actually... Just wanna login and type some shit here. Like at least vent some of my frustration here. I need an listening ear somehow but there's noone i can turn to, u see... Well, even if there is someone whom is willing to listen to my nonsense, i myself dunno what to say either. The feeling is like, unhappy plus anger plus sadness plus sick of this life...Think i need tobacco and alcohol to make me feel better... but i know i wont do that... i wont turn back and be the same... for the sake of Jayr...Why must all good things come to an end?
Why doesnt it linger and stay?
Why everytime when i finally believe, u have to destroy it?
Why is my life so shitty?
Why i dun have any close kin whom truely love me?
Why i have no place to go when i wanna leave?
Why am i always so unlucky?
Why on earth must i received all these?
Why cant i die like anybody else?
Why..........????
Jacky's Wife