.Wednesday, June 25, 2008 Y
My bloody menses finally came at yesterday. arrrgghhh!!! im so moody can. i mean im supposed to be happy today lor. hmp! The most annoying part is, i dunno whether u rmb anot, that my hubby told me not to buy sanitary pads first cuz he thought i might be preggy again!!!! And den now, im left with pathetic 3 pieces!!! How can!!! Somemore i super heavy flow one lo...Im so weak to go down and buy now but still.... all thanks to Hubby la! Monday, we took a trip back to amk house and checked it out. Like kinda empty already. Cuz over the years ever since they moved in, they had threw away many things and bought their own to replace and den now moved everything away with them. how smart. u threw my thing and replaced with ur own and den took everything away. FINE! i dun wan that either. Den, that time when Jayr's full month, we went back and saw that they bought the bottles sterilliser machine and something else, but we never took it cuz we have to wait till they give us right. But den now, everythings gone. they dun even wan to give that to me and took that with them too. how kind. like as if i cant afford like that. cb!Like its so obvious from the day im getting married till now. And yes, now i finally understand that they wanna disown me. ok. i accept. but i dun wan u ppl to come and taunt my life in future and dun ask for money when u see me rich!!!!!! U dun care bt a darn shit bt me, den let us not care bt each other's death or live!!! I dunno why i shed so much tears after seeing these. and i dunno why the hell i still so kind to you for what shit! U like to see me down and tries to make me nothingness, i tell you, go bang ur head on the wall la! There is nothing that can bring me down at all!!! NOTHING!!!! I have went thru so much and overcame so much miseries, think someone so cb like you can bring me down so easily meh???!!!! Naive!!! Continue to be ur CB selves. Continue ur knn way of doings. Continue giving me ur LJ attitude. Cuz u ppl gotta pay for these in hell!!!!!!!I tell you, Daddy is laughing out loud now!!!! So happy that u are gone to enjoy ur karma now!!! NEVER LOOK BACK AND REGRET~
Jacky's Wife