请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
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So much of feelings and thoughts today... i wonder why... So much things to do each day and so much responsibilities im facing now... Im feeling so helpless. Im tired. Im extremely low. Im going insane... "I need ur caress...ur hugs..."
"Eventhough we have been going hywired recently and everything seems to be explosive and rocky, however, i am still missing you badly each passing day. i dunno y, but i think i need you as badly still... I miss you so much that everything i do or see, it reminds me of you. You have occupied the entire of me from inside out... I dunno why is that when u're around, i feel likewise. I wanna hug you as and when like before, but den i feel a unfamiliar way of feeling when im near you. I wanna kiss you so much but im afraid to see the coldness in ur eyes. Tell me what shld i do? I miss you. I miss the wonderful man i once loved so much. Why? what makes it turned out this way? Is that something i've done or said? Or simply im no longer interest you? I swear upon my life that i have done nothing at all. Things just changed in a split second... how scary. U r like my blanket during the night, which provides me with secure and warmth. Pls dun leave me in lurch. cuz i dunno how to face this cruel world alone. I dunno which path to choose, which direction to go to... I dun wan to be alone. U once promised me that once u held my hand, u will never let go and u said u will never ever leave me alone... are all these still true? As true as our first kiss.....? I miss you hubby..."
I miss him when im hungry, when im tired, when im sick, when im angry, when im lonely, when my tummy ache, when i headache, when bb cries, when bb laugh, when bb asleep, when the earth is still spinning, i'll be missing him...
"老公,
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意(心还想着你)......."
Jacky's Wife
