Like i was feeding Jayr and watching channel 8 at the same time...
It was telecasting the charity show for the shichuan earthquake...
There was this part of it telling all bt this touching and yet heartbreaking real live story of thees...
A mother was found dead in a weird position. After digging and removing those rocks and mud covering the body, those savers den realised that there was an infant sleeping soundly underneath the protection of her mummy's body... Within the blanket of the baby, they found a cell phone, with a message typed by her mummy....
"亲爱的宝贝, 如果你还活著, 要记得我爱你...."
Tears rolled down unintentiously immediately...
As a mother, i truely understand the unbearable heartache and worries the mother was feeling within the very short moment. She definitely couldn't bear to leave her loved one like this and of cuz worried bt the baby's future and wellfare. The most inevitable thought was to let her flesh and blood know that how much she love her no matter how far apart they gonna be. She knew she never ever have the chance to tell her anymore.....
Jayr suddenly paused and looked at me with those twinkling eyes. I looked back into those. I can feel that he was trying to figure out why im crying and also to tell me not to cry. I told him, "bb, must always remember that mummy loves you very much...." He smiled and kicked his legs.... My heart melted like this... :)
I wonder why heaven make human suffers so much in life and yet now, put on this kinda huge challenge to those innocences there. Those kids were so helpless and fear were all they know. Why took away their properties and also their beloved kinships. Den will Heaven make their life much better after this cruel destroy? I doubt so. Noone deserves this kind of karma. y all those badies still kicking alive to bully those helpless innocences and den y all these poor ppl must suffer like this? where is the justice man... Like my life is in a real mess, will it be better after these shits? i doubt so too... cuz there is no fairness in this world. whatever~
After this serious heartbreaking episode, i have learnt to treasure what im having now, and of cuz my kinships.... Especially my baby boy, i will give him the best i could and i wanna let him know everyday that mummy loves him~
Jacky's Wife
