.Tuesday, April 15, 2008 Y
Things suddenly seems so different to me. Everything has changed. Even the behaviour of someone......Or is it merely bcuz im having this "blues", thus causing me to have this kinda thoughts?Im getting more and more depressed. I know this aint going anywhere, if this is going to carry on and on aimlessly. wat am i supposed to do?you no longer look into my eyes. it suddenly became an impossible to feel ur touch, warmth and kisses everyday. those sweet and soothing words are gone. no comforts, no concern. the moment u opened up ur eyes, you turned to him, not me, and never me. the moment u reached home, u went to him, and never gonna be me. raised ur voice bcuz i asked. gave attitude bcuz im in pain. told me i cant expect anything from u when im in seriously pain. if all things u have done or are still doing, are all just for the sake of doing, den i hereby rather u be frank with me, take off ur masquerade and stop ur pretence. I dun wan ur woeful stories in the end.... gone were the days you loved me tenderly.....
Jacky's Wife