Getting real sick of my life, my living style, daily routine and many irritating ppl around me... I seriously need a good change somehow...
Hadn't been working for like 7 months or so. No income for 7 months or so. Really feeling damn low and having the feeling that im kinda useless somehow. No matter what, its always better to earn ur own money and have ur own secret savings. U know, at least dun need to see ppl's face or accept their fucked up attitude. Money, amazingly gives us a sense of secure in someway. Especially we women. Lets ignore those egoistic bastards. They need money to boost their ego level, and i still dun understand why is there such kind of need for? And when they have no money or not enough to spare, they will choose to hide in their turtle shell. wth. i mean life's still gotta move on. pls dun vent the ridiculous anger on any of the innocent family member.
Im so dying to get out and get a job. I wan to earn my own money. My own cash. My secret savings. But can anyone tell me what to do with Jayr? there will be noone looking after him. dun ask me bt my mil or my mother ok. they are useless. enough said. im thinking of infant care. but very expensive right??? and i dun bear to leave him at his early hood lo... hai... dunno la. i really dunno wat to do anymore. nowadays ppl talk bt money. even close kins. wat a disgrace...
Argggghh!!! Im so farking pissed la. Dunno why kena so many mosquito bites on my legs and hands! but i didnt see any flying in the air leh... very itchy can. like distracting me from blogging properly. CB lah~! Now i got so many bumps all over. argghhhh!!!!!!!!
Jacky's Wife
