Yesterday's check up was alright. Told doc that im feeling pain "there" and all my discomfort. but she said its alright, i should be feeling this way by now. She also said it must be pain not uncomfortable only... wth. pissed. She didnt even do a check on me. wth again. Den ask me to come back next week and do a scan too. But it will be overdued by den!!! She said never mind, take the date first, and if baby's still not out by den, they will do an induce. Think i was quite upset and pissed, so i asked, "how long more do i have to wait?" i am going through this pain for bt 2 weeks and im still waiting for the "every 5 mins pain" to come.... "den she said, "... erm. do u want to induce now? i think its better for natural birth la... go home and wait better...." i stood up and just went out of the room, not wanting to hear more shits. i mean they are just not professional at all!!!
Yesterday my pain was like living hell to me! but i still chose to dely and wait. I dun care. I couldnt be bother anymore. Like i was thinking that better still my water bag burst den they will have no choice but to let me deliver ya. Shit them la! cuzing my days so miserable. You know wat? now i have this kinda craving to call them and ask whether can i opt for induce now. and if they say yes, i will go to hospital at ard 5am, and den by the time babys out, will be daytime bah... yes. thats what i wan.... laters.....
Jacky's Wife