Hello peeps~ im back home already, like finally.
My body is getting weaker. Having more pain to endure each day. More medicines definitely. However, luckily that there were no injections or needle poking this time round. Heng ah. But nearly ok!!! There was this nurse, she came to me and said, "Mdm, im giving injection now huh..." I replied, "injection for what???" She checked through her file and said, "oh~ sorry sorry. not you not you..." den she drew open the curtains and walked off. See la, what if i stupidly allow her to inject me without finding out whats that for???
OUCH!!!!!!! Before i got admitted into the delivery suite, i was asked to stay in the observation room for doc to check. and ya, checked "there" again. (-_-) but can i say NO??? Luckily was a SHE, otherwise i surely cry. lol. after entering me, she said, "mm... opened up slightly... but still fine..." huh??? i really dunno wat she meant lo. Verbally, she told me it opened slightly already, but on theory wise, she wrote "OS closed". well, whatever...... i dunno how they work their procedures. as long as me and my baby are safe and sound.
2nd day of the stay, i encountered show(bleeding). I was having my dinner den asked hubby to go down and buy his dinner. Eating half way through, my nature call rang, so i quickly get down from bed and go shhhh shhhh... When i stood up, i saw blood in the toilet bowl!!! ahhh!!!!!!!! my legs went wobbly cuz i have never seen blood for many months liao lo. hahaa. immeditely i got out from toilet, went to my bed, pressed the call bell, took out my mobile, called hubby, "ah biii!!!!!!!!!! faster come up! i very scared.... faster now...." A big hu-ha eh... Indeed hubby rushed up speedily. the nurse came too. gave me sanitary pads and disposable panties, told me to wear it and wait a while to see if there's anymore show. if not, then it should be fine. wtf!
At the very beginning of my pregnancy, doc told me that if i ever encounter pain, show or waterbag burst, must go back immediately. So first time, i encountered huge pain, but they said its too early for baby to come out now, so they gave me medicine. Second time, i encountered enormous pain plus bleeding and plus opened up slightly, they still said should be fine and gave me more medicines. wth right???
im 34 weeks now. i think i have to endure this everyday pain for at least 3 more weeks. till den 37 weeks, would be much safer. and they will have no way to say Jayr is not allow to come out right? now i have to go back every week for follow up. haiz. i know they are afraid that my below will start to open up wider and wider. but i am more frighten lo!!!!
not only more med but more dosage as well. so im getting more drowsy den before. Hubby doesnt allow me to sit up for too long unless is eating time. so im blogging this secretly ok.
Yesterday night i had a dream. I dreamt that baby is coming out on _______2008. heehee......
>>>>>>>>>>>>>TILL THEN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!