.Sunday, February 10, 2008 Y
Wow~! Ines have went missing again.... &($#$#%&^(*_(_)*^!!!!!!Okokok~ Let me explain pls...........
Firstly, hubby was on leave+off+MC= 2 whole weeks!!!!
And ya, with him around i would rarely have the chance to use the com lo. We either went out or he would like play games whole day long... Me??? I sat beside him and watch quietly la.
Secondly, im too tired to sit up too long to do blogging. well, mayb chit chatted a lil with some ppl on msn. My back would ache like hell and tummy pain again. and den Jayr would kick non stop, like as if telling me, "yo mama! could u kindly go lie down so i will have more comfortable space and position to nest, to grow and to pump in more nutrients~!" LOL~!!!!!
Thirdly, i simply have nothing to blog about!!!! Simple as that ya. hahaha.
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Im 36 weeks preggy already. Like omg! 4 more weeks to the fear factors 40th week!!! Usually by 37th, baby is considered as fully grown, and mostly needless for those aid, they can survive and breath very well on their own. However, allow them the last few weeks to pump in more nutrients and adding more weight. Well, actually if Jayr were to come out now, he can survive very well on his own too, but will catogrised as "prematured" baby. and, terrify thing is he may not allow to discharge with me on the same day! So, i had a good talk with Jayr, and told him that to bear with mommy's crampy and warmy womb for another 1 or 2 weeks at very least... LOL>!
Have almost everything ready.
mmm.... Have decided to breastfeed him IF i have the milk. lol. and so breastpump, and things related will be purchased by hubby laters. I have even took down pics of the things i want. lol. in case he dunno which one i wan or which brand i prefers. heeeeee.
Bought a book at vivo's pageone. "Today's parents. Pregnancy and babycare guide. vol 9."
very good book as it consists of all the informations i needed. Good that it recommends things that can be purchased in here in Singapore. Small and handy too. *winks"
Hubby is home already. I have to stop here.... will blog again soon bah... hee....
p.s.: i wan my own house asap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but when???
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Hello peeps~ im back home already, like finally.
My body is getting weaker. Having more pain to endure each day. More medicines definitely. However, luckily that there were no injections or needle poking this time round. Heng ah. But nearly ok!!! There was this nurse, she came to me and said, "Mdm, im giving injection now huh..." I replied, "injection for what???" She checked through her file and said, "oh~ sorry sorry. not you not you..." den she drew open the curtains and walked off. See la, what if i stupidly allow her to inject me without finding out whats that for???
OUCH!!!!!!! Before i got admitted into the delivery suite, i was asked to stay in the observation room for doc to check. and ya, checked "there" again. (-_-) but can i say NO??? Luckily was a SHE, otherwise i surely cry. lol. after entering me, she said, "mm... opened up slightly... but still fine..." huh??? i really dunno wat she meant lo. Verbally, she told me it opened slightly already, but on theory wise, she wrote "OS closed". well, whatever...... i dunno how they work their procedures. as long as me and my baby are safe and sound.
2nd day of the stay, i encountered show(bleeding). I was having my dinner den asked hubby to go down and buy his dinner. Eating half way through, my nature call rang, so i quickly get down from bed and go shhhh shhhh... When i stood up, i saw blood in the toilet bowl!!! ahhh!!!!!!!! my legs went wobbly cuz i have never seen blood for many months liao lo. hahaa. immeditely i got out from toilet, went to my bed, pressed the call bell, took out my mobile, called hubby, "ah biii!!!!!!!!!! faster come up! i very scared.... faster now...." A big hu-ha eh... Indeed hubby rushed up speedily. the nurse came too. gave me sanitary pads and disposable panties, told me to wear it and wait a while to see if there's anymore show. if not, then it should be fine. wtf!
At the very beginning of my pregnancy, doc told me that if i ever encounter pain, show or waterbag burst, must go back immediately. So first time, i encountered huge pain, but they said its too early for baby to come out now, so they gave me medicine. Second time, i encountered enormous pain plus bleeding and plus opened up slightly, they still said should be fine and gave me more medicines. wth right???
im 34 weeks now. i think i have to endure this everyday pain for at least 3 more weeks. till den 37 weeks, would be much safer. and they will have no way to say Jayr is not allow to come out right? now i have to go back every week for follow up. haiz. i know they are afraid that my below will start to open up wider and wider. but i am more frighten lo!!!!
not only more med but more dosage as well. so im getting more drowsy den before. Hubby doesnt allow me to sit up for too long unless is eating time. so im blogging this secretly ok.
Yesterday night i had a dream. I dreamt that baby is coming out on _______2008. heehee......
>>>>>>>>>>>>>TILL THEN~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Im like feeling the contraction pain frequently and strongly now. These past few days the pain kept coming on and off thus, i never even bother bt it. I have stop my medication long ago since the pain to me was still bearable, you see. Baby Jayr's movements are getting stronger and more purposely. Now, most of the time i could actually tell which part of his body is pushing my big belly. Haa. At one time, he was tossing and turning and den stopped at one weird position, den hubby looked at my belly and said,"
lau po, which part is this?" I said,
"Jayr de pi gu lor....." wahahaha. *mean* Cruelly, both of us seized this rare chance to smack Jayr's butt!!!
*piak piak piak* ((of cuz lightly lah)) haha. after a few smacks on his butt, he quickly tossed and turned again and den "dare not move" liao. lol. ya, we are weirdo family. wahahaha......
Last night, in the middle of my beauty sleep, i felt the contraction pain again. I tried to ignore and managed to fall back to dreamland. But this morning when i woke up the pain was like coming more and more frequently. I told Hubby bt it but i still ask him to go to work as per normal cuz im afraid it might be false alarm again lo. Hubby keeps calling me to check on me and told me that if i really cannot bear it anymore den he will rush back to fetch me to kkh. I just took the orange pill that the doc gave me, its for relieving of contraction pain. So, now im waiting, if after the med i still feel the pain strongly den i will have to call hubby lo. im so scared now ok. cant even type properly. i wan to endure as long as i can, cuz i dun wanna lay down there for entire day. and kena so many needle poking.
im blogging now cuz im afraid that i might not have the chance to blog if i really go for labour. and den you peeps will start to wonder why i MIA again. so all my darling peeps, friends, pals, cousins, any person whom concern, if u never see me online or never see my updated blog tomo, means i really admitted to hospital again or giving birth to Jayr. (-___-)
im going to rest now. bye!
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Too lazy to upload pics. Have a few of Hubby's, but not me. Cuz i am just too fat to shown to you peeps~!
Still feeling the contraction pain these few days. more and more often. they told me its most probably i walked too much. well, maybe, especially Hubby off for 4 long days. actually intended to stay at home throughout but his relative called and asked us to go over for dinner cuz she cooked specially for me and baby. *touched* den another 2 days went over to his godmum's place for steamboat and for "lau yu shen". Huat ah! No more steamboat pls... like was having it since reunion dinner till lunar 5th. wth. Lau yushen twice, also feel sick of it already. lol. so enough of all these can? back to basic.
13th Feb, went to kkh for scanning and check up. Told doc i am still having the pain especially these few days, but i've only got more and more med. wth. i didnt go to pharmacy and purchase la. i dun wan to take any medication if possible. so instead, i dumped the prescription. saw baby during the scan. we could clearly see his features and everything. so touched. i had the sudden urge to wanna hug him and kiss him... mmm...
V-day. I dun wanna blog bt this day. I hate this day. I never like this day. I never enjoyed this day. I never wanna survive on this day. I hate every damn thing on this day!!!!!!!! I only wan to die on this day..........
Im not happy. But i never wan to voice it out either. i dun wan to affect Jayr. But somehow, i am feeling the pain and sorrow deep inside. Guessed Jayr felt it too. why am i so stupid to sacrifice again and again but ended up i always have nothing but disappointment... i did many things cuz i wan him to be happy. i love to see his surprised expression and the happiness. But why not him? My happiness and feeling really doesn't matter at all? I dun need pressie. I dun need roses. All i need is ur sincerity to show that u care. or mayb a love letter or a simple card. but what did u do when the clock striked 12? Game. And what did u do for the entire 14th feb? GAME. and what is the outcome when i requested you to stop gaming for a night and sleep with me? u said wait. and i really waited. do u know how painful it is? u can use 5 bucks to buy me a rose instead of lottery, but u choosed lottery as for sure. u can use the time to pacify me but you choosed game as for sure too. i really feel like dying.... i dunno what is going to happen on 10th sept. i dun wanna live till that day. just let me cry to death..... cuz i dun wanna feel the same pain again and again.
u know what. I have long ago started to hate Valentines' Day and my Birthday.
very soon im going to hate ur Birthday too.............
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On the Lunar 2nd, we went to HongBao river. It was really very packed and warm. Really a huge challenge for me to squeeze in with the crowd and have to tahan the "hotness". Predictable la, but still i never oppose when Hubby said wanna go there, cuz every yr we will be having the same programmes ma. And, Hubby every yr will surely go and look for the Cai Shen Ye. haa. Huat ah~! Mmm... we bought alot of food and drinks and even durians!!! lol D24. Den walked all the way to the Merlion there and sat down. Not only us ok, many many ppl were sitting on the ground~! so we pinic-ed there lo. My cute Hubby set up his camera stand and stand by his cam-corder, to take down the whole process of fireworks. I love it~! He was the first one whom watch the real life fireworks with me, and eventually this became every year's must-have programme. I LOVE HUBBY!!!!!!!!!
On the Lunar 3rd, it was hubby's lunar bday. went to loyang and bugis and do the prayers and offerings. This year, i really pray very hard for baby. Hope everything will go on smoothly... den went for lunch. i surprised him with mee sua and 2 hard boiled eggs. heee... den went to bugis, i surprised him with a heart-shaped cake. hee... so xin fu right... noone is so lucky like him whom get to celebrate bday twice a yr lo. well, he's my xin gan bao bei afterall.... I LOVE HUBBY!!!!!!!!!!!
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This 2 days of outings, i have like seen so must of human's cruel and inconsiderate nature. Be it whether u are pregnant, old, or carrying an infant/toddler, noone, im saying NOONE will give up the seat to you. Oh~ what a disgrace when Singapore always do the publishing of "courtesy campaigne." can just burn the posters la, seriously. The most hilarious part was, those heavy asses could just keep looking at me and my tummy but not letting me the seat lo. I think they must be thinking that since its so inconvenient for me to come out den might as well stay at home and not trouble others. Hey screw you la fat asses!!!!!!!!! Most of the time was inevitable can! If can stay home and rest den why i tired myself and to get out and see you these cruel fat ass! And blame ur "kind" government whom decided the brilliant decision of increasing the cab fare~! Like hello! u these fat ass can go take cab as well, since u have no burden to bother bt other den ur ass!!!!! Walao, there was these auntie, guessed only in her early 40, she pushed her way through and snatched the seat right in front of me! CB! and den dare not look up at all. NOT AT ALL! den hubby's godma said loudly, "no eyes to see ah... some ppl huh.. really.... haiz..." and she still dare not look up or buzz off. CB right? whatever~ she will have her day too... and i will have the good laugh. HAHA.
I wanted to upload the video of fireworks and the cai shen ye, but couldn't leh. dunno whats wrong with the blogger. arghhh........ try harder next time. anyway, GONG XI FA CAI~!!!!
.Wednesday, February 6, 2008 Y
Alamak~! So shitty this time. I merely changed the layout of my blog but why everything's gone? my photo slide and playlist. The worst is, i couldn't upload them anymore!!!! can anyone pls tell me why huh??? hmpx! Now i have got pretty pinky skin but no nice miscellaneous. wth! how how how? why is this blogger thing behaving as shitty as friendster eh? always giving me problems. arghh.....!!! Peeps, help me~! Pls tell me what to do leh...................................................................................................................
My that pretty dear friend told me again that Edison loves cam-whoring during his woo-hoo sessions. I mean like why bother when all those girls doesn't bother to trim/shave their CB and him, having a small pathetic dick. Agree? This will only make the wonderful process seems more gross and a big turn-off~! eeks~! Like even an young 17 yrs old blogger, CelesteChen, has commented that "aye i didnt know his dick like so small sial." (-_-").... See? I think sec sch boys might have better and more decent one den his lil manhood. lol. wth! wahahahahahaha~! oh~ anyway, according to the press, he have finally recorded a video of himself, to apologise to those victims and also "begging" the hacker to stop spreading. ohwell, isn't it too late to do anything now. Cuz he have already shattered many ppl's reputation. Like ya, they asked for it. So we just sit back and enjoy, dun pity them... Shameless CBs.
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Today, 6th Feb, reunion dinner. (-_-) I dun felt the harmonious spirit and atmosphere ever since im outta that house. i miss my daddy. haiz. his specially homemade steamboat. the soup base was so addictive. i could never have the chance to taste that again. This year, i will have to spend it here. haiz. i dunno how it will turn out. but one thing for sure is, my mind will be thinking of Per's family home cooked food. How much i envy my cousins... haiz. They must be having abalone, sea cucumber, scallops, etc... all the good food and nice food with good cooking skill. but but but............................ haiz~ whatever~ i must think of a way to avoid eating tonight. pretend nauseous. (*_*)
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Tomorrow is CNY. No ang baos for me anymore. So to me, this is just a bo liao occasion from now on. They says first year of marriage needless to give ang baos. So heng ah~ Next yr with Jayr, at least we wont lugi ma. lol. Those greedy ones' mother learnt that she still have to give us in the first yr, so she said, "like tat ah, den i dun need to give u, u dun need to give us too lo..." see??? damn irritating right? knowing that she have to give us, den called to tell us bt this deal. smart ass. whatever. at least she can finally shut her mouth. and u know wat? she's still asking bt my hubby's bonus. arghhh.....
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Im waiting for hubby to come home and help me mop the floor. heee..... i love him~!
.Sunday, February 3, 2008 Y
I was sorting our pictures in the folders and found these neglected ones. These were taken during September'07. We had a tiring trip to batam, AGAIN~! I was 7 weeks pregnant den. Just found out. lol. And it was too late to refund the tickets, cuz we have booked it so long ago and paid for it already. So despite i was suffering from serious morning sickness, we still went ahead. Look at me, i was so slim lo. My arms and face... But what happened now??? aiyo... I wan to get back this shape, this weight and that hair... haahaha. i shouldn't have cut it. sobz. but ok la. still long hair thuo... "Jayr, faster come out. Mummy wants to start my slimming and beautifying regime." heehee.
I miss my Hubby so badly right now~ Is he thinking of me too?~ Im having the urge to hug his head and stroke his hair and smell him and kiss him all over~ *slurp*.... hee... "Puppy, i am missing you like crazy. faster come back can? im sooooo hungry...... for you! haa. I love you love you love you love you love you love you love you~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im crazy over you......." *winks*
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My dear friend have left me a comment saying that those pics are real! like omg~! So should i pity Edison that he actually has a pathetic cock? or should i continue to wonder why hair around that CB area of Cecilia's can grow till so long??? hmmm... and why the hell that Gillian was so dumb to allow him to take down the whole process?! (with her CB generously welcoming the cam) Aiyo~ Too late to regret... I wont pity either of them, honestly. They are the one setting this trap on themselves and obviously they "enjoyed" the process of it. So no boo-hoo-ing!!! Now that everything got spreaded and exposed, they simply blamed it on photoshop-thingy and even post some of the examples(other celebs) on web. wth!!! Bear the resposibilty on ur own, hello! Readers aren't dumb. They can tell which look real or fake lo. Gillian's and Bobo's are definitely REAL~!!! I swear upon......... nothing! lol. whatever~ that "small dick" could just go bang the wall or jump into sea la. "Horny small dick"... wahahahaha~!----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Few more days and its CNY. I dun feel excited or anticipating anything cuz i just wanna stay at home can? i dun wan to go and show the fat me and i dun wan to entertain any of those nonsensical ppl. argh. i would rather sleep, sleep and sleep. u know, those irritating elders who only know how to say but do nothing kind? ya, those are the ones i wanna shun. How i wish Jayr come out now, den i will have no need to entertain their shits. hmm....
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My hubby is sick. So poor thing. Im saying me cuz i have to serve him and take extra care of him. lol. He's just like a baby whenever he fall sick. Demands lots of attention and sayang. so cute. And den he will pout and show me that kind of pitiful expression. But!!! when he starts his game, he's just like normal self lo. So i said, "recovered liao hor? like a dragon liao hor? ok, i can finally rest... remember to iron ur shirt huh....". Den he came running to me and pretend, "never~ still pain here...~ still got fever...~ you see.....". See la, really pampered and spoilt by me. Haiz... im so tired!!! but everythings worthwhile la... hee... i love my hubby~!
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Well, actually im doing my chores half way through. lol. but i dunno why i sat down here and type non stop. heee... okok la. i better go and finish my thing den can nap soon~!!! Piggy me~ Hubby sms-ed me, "Pig, i miss u so much. later rmb to take ur lunch and rest more ok? my piglet need to rest too... love you" I replied, "Yes puppy, i miss you lots too. Im resting but ur piglet is dancing leh..." muacks~!!!!!!
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"You know its love when forever is not long enough..."This phrase keep running through my mind, lingering there and reminds me of something i once thought of while doing some soul searching... During the courtship days, human will tend to say "I love you forever" so frequently and undoubtfully. Whether they mean it or understand the exact meaning and moral of it, we dun know. For once, i thought that by missing someone so badly, even everything i do or see, reminds me of him, this means i love him seriously lots. Yes, which indeed was true. But, come to think of it, i rarely use the word, "Forever". Not that i dun love him, well, its just that i dun wanna say something which im afraid i might not be able to fulfill, u see. If every bf, i told them forever, den how many am i going to pay back??? joking. I think for my whole 20yrs of life, my husband is the first and only one i have used this word, "Forever". And that was after we got married. But i still rarely use it. Cuz this word though seems common but the meaning is so profound.
Forever- How long is forever? Will forever comes to an end? can forever be trusted?
I know im deeply in love with my hubby when i suddenly finds forever isn't long and secure enough. I used to pray that we could be together forever in harmoniously, and thus i'll be contented. However, ever since im married, forever seems so unrealistic to me. I often thinks, we will grow old together, and one fine day one of us is going to leave this world first, and den what about the forever love we once promised to each other? "i'll be there for you always and forever..." But how if one dies earlier?? Now im pregnant, very soon we will be parents of dunno how many and den we will grow older and older and den forever will seems more and more like nothing to me anymore... "i will love u forever" "i will be with you forever"..... but just one day, one fine day, i am going to lose you somehow, someway... and den will u still remember that u love me and i love you too when u close ur eyes and leave for other paradise???
.Saturday, February 2, 2008 Y
Cecilia Cheung 
She loves mini pop cone ice cream. lol
Above two are specially edited by me in order to post up here to show u peeps. I have to otherwise my blog will turn into a x-rated webbie. lol.
1. Do you find it fake or real? this seems quite fake to me but how did they manage to create this kinda expression using her features??? Anyway, if this real, den my conclusion is, Cecilia Cheung is super hairy. So gross and disgusting. Im saying her CB. Didn't know that hair around that area also can grow until so long sia.. lol.
2. From the way Bobo's holding onto Edison's lil manhood, can roughly tell how slim it is lor. hahaha. and sorry i have to cover the heaad with the ice cream, unable to see his small pinkish head. lol. this pic seems so untouched and real right??? well, if this real, den so sorry Edison.
okokokok.... enough! im so bad....
Just out of my curiousity....
And im so bored thats why i misbehaved......
Bye bye~!!!
I was sorting our pictures in the folders and found these neglected ones. These were taken during September'07. We had a tiring trip to batam, AGAIN~! I was 7 weeks pregnant den. Just found out. lol. And it was too late to refund the tickets, cuz we have booked it so long ago and paid for it already. So despite i was suffering from serious morning sickness, we still went ahead. Look at me, i was so slim lo. My arms and face... But what happened now??? aiyo... I wan to get back this shape, this weight and that hair... haahaha. i shouldn't have cut it. sobz. but ok la. still long hair thuo... "Jayr, faster come out. Mummy wants to start my slimming and beautifying regime." heehee.
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