Hello hello... So long~

I was admitted to hospital on Saturday night. Cuz Jayr was too eager to come out and celebrate Hubby's birthday, i guessed. hmm... lol.

During the afternoon, around 3+pm, i felt a unusual sharp pain and contraction around my cervix area and lower adominal. Immediately, i knew something is not right. But, i was also thinking that it might be a false alarm. :( So i decided to wait lil longer to see how lo. Called many ppl to ask what's the symptoms of labouring... lol. Well, same ans la, different ppl will have different situation la. hmm, i endured all the way for bt 6 hrs, in the meantime i fell alsleep with Hubby too. lol! so kan jiong still can sleep! haa. By 9pm, the pain is getting stronger and more purposely. So we took a cab to kkh asap.

Reached there, the nurse brought me in to a dunno what room and made me lied down there for an hour plus and husband is not allow. they checked on my everything. yes, EVERYTHING, including virgina ok. (-_-) very painful can! the doctor is not gentle at all. she said, "ok, ur water bag haven burst and below area haven open..." walau! poked so hard surely will open and burst lo! CB~! After which, asked me to go outside and wait for the report. So i walked like a penguine, slowly to Hubby. :( Den the doctor came to say i must be admitted. i definitely refused la. den she said, "both you and baby are in high risk now, should there be any problem, we will not be responsible...." so im left with no choice lo. And immeditely, i was sent to delivery suite. Cuz in case, if after all jabs and medication, i still have contraction pain, den i will have to deliver Jayr lo. i didn't know must be so naked one lo. lol. ever since i stepped into the ward ah, so many needle poking here and there lo. cb! dun even have the time to curse lo. the doctor said she will give me two jabs to mature baby's lungs, just in case he's coming out early. i said ok. cuz she didnt tell me its super painful one!!!! I tell you its not the needle poking in pain ok. its the medicine that running in my veins causes the huge pain! it felt like something drilling ur bone and den plucking ur veins and den riping off ur flesh! just imagine. :(((( i screamed and cried. Hubby hold me tightly. i can see tears in his eyes~

After all the fuss, im under control finally. and was told that i can be send to normal ward soon. and have another jab there!!! i really have the urge to dash out of the hospital, to be frank. but for the sake of Jayr. haiz. Initially, she said i can go home already den, they realised my previous report saying that my placenta is lying low, so they decided to keep me for another day to scan and check. arghh.. Jayr Jayr Jayr~ The bed not comfortable. Food sucks. Tied by so many things, cannot walk about. very boring lo.

Hubby was there with me throughout. first day from i admitted till 5am, went home and came back at 9am. Bought me breakfast. And was there when i had another painful jab. den he stayed and went home around 12+am. cuz got one stupid senior staff came to chase. den he came back next morning around 8am. bought me breakfast too. he even went to temple to ask for amulet too. so sweet right. den after medication, i dozed off. Opened my eyes and realised food is right in front of me liao. So i asked him to go down and get his lunch. Den came a pharmacist, she gave me my medicines and asked whether im going home already, i said, "huh? is it??? dunno leh" haa. so i happily called hubby and told him they discharge me liao~ :) he quickly rushed back and packed all my barangs. and we waited for appointment date la, and some paperwork la. and so, bye bye kkh!!!

Reached home, ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The whole room is damn messy lo! dunno why he not at home also can be so messy lo. socks here, underwear there, towel here, pillows there... arghh... lucky him that i have no strength, so i didn't even comment or nag at all. i washed up and lied down and sleep immediately. from yesterday till today, i slowly clean up lil by lil... doctor says im supposed to rest and not move about ok. but really cannot tahan mess la. Hubby helped up too. but i know he's tired, so i didnt ask him to do much lo. Poor him... He deserve a good sayang la... *loves*

Aiyo, i think this is the longest blog ever. im so long winded hor. but dunno when am i going to blog again. cuz i might be able to sit up too long to blog as often liao. Oh ya, Jayr have grew alot. I saw him during scanning. but only 1.7 now. still too small to come out la... wait ok...

im going to rest now. zzzz..... miss me. (^-^)