♥幸福小女人♥

.Wednesday, January 30, 2008 Y

Jayr's new bed~

Jayr's barang barang

Credits goes to Daddy Quek

How do you peeps find it??? Cute anot? sweet anot? Nice anot? All credits goes to my dearest Hubby; Jayr's dearest Daddy... Muacks~! Thank you DADDY QUEK~!

((mmmm.... but i washed the mattress, pillow and bolsters covers leh... praise me too ok))

Like Jayr is coming out anytime any moment, so the kiasu us went to buy his everything including washing all and placing where its going to be placed. Stand on guard! lol. Doctor gave me 14 days mc (thou im not working) and im supposed to rest for these 2 weeks.. But tell how to not move about and start getting things ready ya? U know, cant really leave all to men especially choosing and purchasing stuffs. However, assembly of the tiny bed will have to rely on them. hee. Actually we wanted to get him a wooden baby's cot, but thinking of space, conveniences and we are moving out soon, thus, in the end we choosen baby play pan instead lo. Like who knows hows the things and layout going to be over at new house right? and by the time we believe we can actually get Jayr a proper junior bed already. Thats what my Hubby say. Notice that yellow banana there? haa, we bought it last min when we saw it at mini toons. Hubby say this is almost the same size as jayr when he come out, how is he going to hug??? lol. But its too cute la. so i said just leave it there and sooner or later he will toss it about. lol. Phew~! everything's ready. even those miscellaneous and stuffs. but oh! we forgot to buy Ru Yi You... The chinese herbal medication oil. milk powder, should i buy it now or wait till he's out and see wat the doc say??? all mummies pls tell me so...

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I always have this habit to view xiaxue's blog. and to my amaze, this latest blog of hers is so damn JUICY can! Topic was about Edison Chen and Gillian Chung's scandalous fling exposure. woolalalala~ Like she even post some pictures of them doing the x-rated thingy. (with mosiac definitely) My curiousity made me take peep at (cowboy celebs), where ppl post bt celebrities' sinful acts and some other juicy stories happening elsewhere. xiaxue's recommendation. lol. OMG! The photos there are uncensored and are really damn x-rated and juicy~ woo~ First, Gillian with her legs spread widely open in a welcoming manner, showing off her hairy untrimmed/unshaved pussy and her bra pulling apart letting out her tits. I was thinking like since she's going to have sex with someone so "charming" and loved by most girls, why couldn't she put in some effort on her cb? trim it la, at least. am i right?? (cuz some chinese believes that having sex with woman with no hair there will suay 3 yrs) thats what my Hubby says. lol. Second, Edison with his ex-gf. She was giving him a heading, with her hand holding onto his little manhood and tongue sticking out, and eyes looking at the camera direction. Edison was sitting up and acknowledging the camera too.. little manhood~ hahahahahahahaha!!!!!!! really very funny lo. i dunno why i laughed so hard when i saw his dick. well, it isn't that pathatic la, i mean at least its pinkish and still functionable la. lol!!! but really a dismay. handsome face with thin+smallhead dick. lol. Third, Cecilia Cheung's solo horny pose. very disgusting. hubby say her nipples are ugly and cb so gross. lol. but to me, i find the photo quite fake. so overall i have no comment bt this.

Ya, i know im bad to laugh at ppl's sorrow. But if this is real, why the hell let the man take ur naked photos and allow him to take down the process of love making? furthermore, u are a celebrity too!! u mean thinking that he is a celeb too, so he wont betray you to disgrace himself? hello, he wont but his friends might do so or any hacker out there alright... play smart not play dumb. I seriously dun think Gillian's photos are fake. It seems so untouched. whatever... its normal and healthy to have sex as long u trust that person have no aids. but its a big no no to allow him to take ur picture or video. even if its bf, cuz he might one day seize this as a evidence to threathen you.

Enough of their CB and LJ.........................................................

Hey peeps, i have finally create an account for msn. add me ok? jackinesquek@hotmail.com

Hubby say like that i will have ppl to talk to. I cant go out anymore. :( so i will have to stay at home and rot. He dun wan me to feel bored and lonely. Thats why.... add me huh!

Bought everything and got most things ready already. Cuz Jayr might try his luck to come out again anytime. lol. so scary eh. later hubby bringing me to kiddy palace. yeeepy! but he's gaming now~ hmpx! see la, ask me chat with ppl online so that he can play his game peacefully lo! arghhh.......

Anyway, I love Hubby. I love Jayr. I love both~!

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Hubby's sleepy yet nervous...

Husband's pass (Delivery suite)

The eager daddy lazing on the couch :}

This is seriously very painful lo... :(

Hello hello... So long~

I was admitted to hospital on Saturday night. Cuz Jayr was too eager to come out and celebrate Hubby's birthday, i guessed. hmm... lol.

During the afternoon, around 3+pm, i felt a unusual sharp pain and contraction around my cervix area and lower adominal. Immediately, i knew something is not right. But, i was also thinking that it might be a false alarm. :( So i decided to wait lil longer to see how lo. Called many ppl to ask what's the symptoms of labouring... lol. Well, same ans la, different ppl will have different situation la. hmm, i endured all the way for bt 6 hrs, in the meantime i fell alsleep with Hubby too. lol! so kan jiong still can sleep! haa. By 9pm, the pain is getting stronger and more purposely. So we took a cab to kkh asap.

Reached there, the nurse brought me in to a dunno what room and made me lied down there for an hour plus and husband is not allow. they checked on my everything. yes, EVERYTHING, including virgina ok. (-_-) very painful can! the doctor is not gentle at all. she said, "ok, ur water bag haven burst and below area haven open..." walau! poked so hard surely will open and burst lo! CB~! After which, asked me to go outside and wait for the report. So i walked like a penguine, slowly to Hubby. :( Den the doctor came to say i must be admitted. i definitely refused la. den she said, "both you and baby are in high risk now, should there be any problem, we will not be responsible...." so im left with no choice lo. And immeditely, i was sent to delivery suite. Cuz in case, if after all jabs and medication, i still have contraction pain, den i will have to deliver Jayr lo. i didn't know must be so naked one lo. lol. ever since i stepped into the ward ah, so many needle poking here and there lo. cb! dun even have the time to curse lo. the doctor said she will give me two jabs to mature baby's lungs, just in case he's coming out early. i said ok. cuz she didnt tell me its super painful one!!!! I tell you its not the needle poking in pain ok. its the medicine that running in my veins causes the huge pain! it felt like something drilling ur bone and den plucking ur veins and den riping off ur flesh! just imagine. :(((( i screamed and cried. Hubby hold me tightly. i can see tears in his eyes~

After all the fuss, im under control finally. and was told that i can be send to normal ward soon. and have another jab there!!! i really have the urge to dash out of the hospital, to be frank. but for the sake of Jayr. haiz. Initially, she said i can go home already den, they realised my previous report saying that my placenta is lying low, so they decided to keep me for another day to scan and check. arghh.. Jayr Jayr Jayr~ The bed not comfortable. Food sucks. Tied by so many things, cannot walk about. very boring lo.

Hubby was there with me throughout. first day from i admitted till 5am, went home and came back at 9am. Bought me breakfast. And was there when i had another painful jab. den he stayed and went home around 12+am. cuz got one stupid senior staff came to chase. den he came back next morning around 8am. bought me breakfast too. he even went to temple to ask for amulet too. so sweet right. den after medication, i dozed off. Opened my eyes and realised food is right in front of me liao. So i asked him to go down and get his lunch. Den came a pharmacist, she gave me my medicines and asked whether im going home already, i said, "huh? is it??? dunno leh" haa. so i happily called hubby and told him they discharge me liao~ :) he quickly rushed back and packed all my barangs. and we waited for appointment date la, and some paperwork la. and so, bye bye kkh!!!

Reached home, ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The whole room is damn messy lo! dunno why he not at home also can be so messy lo. socks here, underwear there, towel here, pillows there... arghh... lucky him that i have no strength, so i didn't even comment or nag at all. i washed up and lied down and sleep immediately. from yesterday till today, i slowly clean up lil by lil... doctor says im supposed to rest and not move about ok. but really cannot tahan mess la. Hubby helped up too. but i know he's tired, so i didnt ask him to do much lo. Poor him... He deserve a good sayang la... *loves*

Aiyo, i think this is the longest blog ever. im so long winded hor. but dunno when am i going to blog again. cuz i might be able to sit up too long to blog as often liao. Oh ya, Jayr have grew alot. I saw him during scanning. but only 1.7 now. still too small to come out la... wait ok...

im going to rest now. zzzz..... miss me. (^-^)

HUBBY THANKS FOR ALL UR EFFORTS, LOVE AND CONCERN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. JAYR LOVES YOU TOO. MUACKS~~~

THROUGH ALL THE TURMOIL LOVE MAY BRING, OUR LOVE WILL STAY AS STRONG AND NEVER DIES...

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.Saturday, January 26, 2008 Y

His favourite picture of all.

Realised everything's gone? Yea... I've delibratey done so..

I wanna start all over again. I cant do that to my life, but somehow i was able to find some console by doing this to my blog.

My mood is terribly down. I faked a smile every now and then. My heart is sinking deeper and deeper. The pain i have never felt it so strong. I've never known that even breathing can be so hurtful. Im doomed, perhaps... Abandonment returns to taunt me again.

"Baby, pls dun get affected by mummy's mood. im sorry to make you feel the pain and sorrow with me. I promise i wont let you suffer once you come to this world alright? No matter what. you must be a cheerful and healthy baby.... Mummy loves you... needing you badly too... when are u coming???...."

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Tomo, 27th Jan, is my hubby's birthday...

Yesterday went to vivocity. Hubby went to meet up with his xbox khakis and i refused to join them for "men's talk" or "game's talk". Whatever it is, i can tell you that was hyper boring~ So instead of sticking my big butt there, i would rather shop around. Alone. Sometimes, i do need some peace and time alone to cool my mind and adjust my mood(elsewhere). well, it didn't help much but at least i've got an hour of peacefulness.

I shopped around the entire mall. Well, the diameters or circumference might be huge la, but there aren't really much to explore or anything interesting. Shops are alike to me. Just differernt branches located at different venues. Waste of singapore's land. lol.

Initially, i wanted to get a leather sling bag for him. But there were none that pleasure my twinkling eyes. So gave up. Den i changed my mind, and decided to get him IT gadgets maybe, but still none were attractive enough. and i have tight budget too ok. (-_-) Nearly an hour, i still couldn't think of anything to get. Almost give up and wanted to walk to PageOne to see any new novels anot. lol. Den i chance upon Domanchi. Walau, like some donkey or monkey years ago, those ah bengs' favourite brand. Haa, he was one of them, so no big deal la. went in and look around. Not very expensive, i was thinking. Den suddenly, something caught my attention!!! I heard the most terrible sqeaking laughters from a teenage slut. eeks!!! really hyper irritating lo. I turned and gave her my one kind look. Just when i was about to turn away, something hanging behing that slut seemed attractive enough to make me stared at it for a few moment. Immediately i went over and took it down. A salesgirl came over and told me its new arrival. yaya. everytime the same old trick. whatever la. i tell you, without thinking twice, i asked her for a new piece. At the cashier, den i realised that it costs almost 100 lo!!! CB! but i know Hubby will love it one, cuz he kept saying he wan something like that but we just couldn't find ma. so eventhough heartache, i still paid for it la. that is the power of some stupid blinded LOVE~

Whether he likes it or not, i have already done my best. I am jobless and no income le. That was from my savings. I dare not spend and eat, just to save up for better use. hmpx. whatever la. something better den nothing. sincerity is to be felt but im afraid he might be too numb to feel it ma, so must spend some cold hard money to prove lo. anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY!!!!

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